The broken one

Chapter 3

I freeze contemplating what to do. I have to stop this, its wrong but his hands feel so good, the heat of them running over my skin and the soft, lingering kisses he's planting onto my  neck giving me goose bumps. I finally manage to pull myself together enough to whisper " Cam, we cant be doing this" I breath in and out trying to gather self control but this moment is so heated. " Shhh, we can do whatever we like and no one will ever know" Cam whispers while continuing to kiss my neck. Its such a tempting offer and this moment has got me craving him. More than anything but I push that thought right to the back of my mind. Hannah's upstairs I cant do this to her, I push Cam back he tumbles into the granite worktop with a surprised look on his face. " I won't do this to Hannah! " I say sternly so he understands.  He stands there and staring at me before he finally spits out " Hannah? You've known her for one day and now your best friends!" a smirk across his face. "I'm going upstairs to Finn, nothing can happen between me and you and it wont" I whisper with sharpness before walking fast out of the kitchen. "okay gorgeous, we'll see" he laughs out and I carry on walking without looking back.

Before going back into the room, I turn into the bathroom first, taking deep breaths, and pulling myself together. Stay away from Cam I make a mental note. That was too close and nothing like that can happen again. I will stay away from him. I push the door open to the bedroom, Hannah is asleep passed out on her bed slightly snoring and I laugh to myself. I turn around to see Finn is tucked up in a sleeping bag and awakes as I walk in. He looks up and smiles at me before pulling open the sleeping bag , showing there's enough room for me.  At the same time Cam stumbles in and jumps on to the bed next to Hannah. I take no notice and as I bend down and slip into the sleeping bag with Finn. I lay down next to him and snuggle in slightly closer enjoying the smell of his cologne . I have called down since the heated moment that happened in the kitchen between me and Cam. I need to stop thinking about him! Finn wraps his arm around me and I feel comfortable as he pulls me in closer, Cam sees and huffs before rolling over on the bed. I shouldn't be happy that he seems a little jealous as he watches me and Finn getting closer, but i cant help it. 

My eyes start to open and I see little flickers of light coming through the window . it must be near morning. I turn my phone back on to check the time its 05:10 and I see a message from my mother 'OK, MAKE SURE YOUR BACK BEFORE SCHOOL'. I'm just shocked she wasn't pissed off. Everyone is still asleep, I stand up and stretch before walking over to where Hannah is sleeping. I tap her on her arm lightly but she doesn't wake up so I tap a little harder and she groans " whhhaatt" she is definitely not a morning person. " can I use your shower I need to get back to my mothers but I cant smelling like a bar". Sure is all she says before rolling over and pulling the cover up, over her head to block out the sunlight.  

I walk around the room to grab my bag, ill just have to put these back on I guess and tug my clothes to my nose to make sure they don't smell to bad. My second day of school and I'm already going in with hangover. I walk into the bathroom and peer round to see what I can wash my self in. Such a big selection in here I don't have to worry.  I lean over to the shower and pull the handle to turn it on and warm water spray out instantly. I take off my clothes and out them on a spare rack to keep them dry.  I stand in the shower was away last nights sins and the smell of alcohol. I can seem to get Cam out of her my head the he smoothly stoked my skin and pressed up against. the way he kissed my neck and the goose bumps he gave me. Stop Steph you need to stop thinking about that arrogant asshole, who would cheat on his girlfriend, my new friend.

I step out of the shower and its all so steamy I put my hair up wrapped in a towel. I walk towards the mirror and open the mirror door to see if there's a spare toothbrush. luckily there is. I close the mirror door wiping the steam off " AHHH!" I scream out and fumble around for a towel. " I I j-just needed a piss" Cam puts his hand up in a way to show innocence,  and i quickly wrap the towel around me " GET OUT!" I shout but not loud enough to wake anyone up. " just turn around I'm bursting here!" he suggests and pulls his cock out without giving a fuck that I'm standing right here. I quickly turn around in shock making sure the towel is completely covering me,  and then I realise Hannah has a bathroom attached to her fucking bedroom. I hear the toilet flush and sigh in relief. " why didn't you just use Hannah's toilet!" I demand and then i feel a hot breath on my shoulder. He's standing so close behind me. His hand touches mine and slowly his fingers stroke up my arm and even slower going towards my chest. The goose bumps come back. He stands so close and whispers right into my ear " because your in here".