The broken one

Chapter 4

I brush his hands off me and turn around to face him, he's looking deep into my eyes, like he's trying to read my every thought.  Slowly, he tugs the towel holding my hair and it falls on the floor, keeping his eyes locked on mine. I hold my gaze with his, unable to look away. " your so beautiful" CAM breaths out, with those words my stomach starts to flip. He puts his hand on my cheek slowly caressing my face, Moving his face closer to mine, our lips only inches apart. I gulp. Then slowly he presses his lips against mine pulling me closer, his other hand on my back. I don't pull away, this kiss is taking away my every thought, I have never experienced this feeling before, I kiss back matching his movements, my tongue stroking  his.  His warm, lips feel like heaven on mine. I pull him closer to me my hand traveling under his t-shirt feeling his muscles flex on his back.  He starts to kiss me harder with hunger and he moans into my mouth "I want you" I want him too but what am I doing?! 

I snap back to reality and pull away, catching my breath and feeling my cheeks flush I manage to say " I need to go" I grab my bag and run out of the bathroom. "FUCK" I hear cam say as soon as I'm standing in the hallway. I manage to find an empty room and quickly get dressed I start to make my way towards the front door, but Cam is standing in the hallway and tugs my arm. "we need to talk about what just hap..." but before he can finish his sentence I snap whisper " you need to stay the hell away from me!" and rush out of the house.

I pace quickly through the streets rushing to get back to my house where I can lay down in my own bed and sort my head out before school. I'm at my door fumbling around in my bag for my keys and when I find them I push them through the door and burst it open. I shut the door quietly behind me and make my way to my bedroom. I have never been so happy to see my bed and I flop down dumping my bag next to me, catching my breath. I can't believe what's happened why would I do that to the only person who befriended me without question?! I am such a bitch. A big part of me blames Cam for coming into the bathroom in the first place, but now I blame him for the fact I just cant get him out my head. The way his lips felt against mine. The spark I felt when I looked into his eyes. He doesn't feel none of that, its just all a big game to him.

I wake up to my mum calling me from downstairs " Steph! you are going to be late!" she must of heard me come in, or she just assumes I actually did what I was told . Its the second day of school and I don't have time to do my hair or make up, I brush my teeth and then my hair leaving it draped down past my shoulders. I dig out a fresh pair of jeans and a top to wear. I grab my things and run downstairs. Once again I shoot out the front door to avoid 101 questions about last night. I need to avoid everyone today, I don't feel too bad from lasts nights alcohol, but that's the last thing I need to worry about. I have a double lesson of history today, so I plan on laying my head down on the desk and sleeping through it.

I walk to my history lesson, looking around I am the first one to show up " you must be Steph"  an older, grey haired man says from the front of the classroom  and I nod my head in agreement. He's short in height and looks far too smartly dressed to be in this school. "I'm Mr Renok, take the seat near the window, tables are in twos everyone else is already assigned a seat" he announces whilst pointing to my chair. " okay thank you" I quietly respond and take my seat. Soon after students start appearing, 10 minutes go by and it seems like all the students are in and settled ready for lesson, the seat next to mine is still empty and I am highly grateful. The teacher continuously talks and I don't think anyone is actually listening so I lay my head on my arms and relax at my desk. I hear a crash next to me and it jumps me up "thank you for finally joining us Cameron" Mr Renok smirks and folds his arms. I just look up in shock and quickly turn away. Of course I had to be stuck sitting next to him. History is officially my worst lesson.

Its awkwardly silent and the seats are so closed together, I can feel the tension between me and Cam, I don't dare to look at him until he smugly says" so... how was your morning." I cant believe the smugness of him, but he saw how flushed I was after the kiss of course he is going to be cocky about it. "awful" I remark with a smirk and he laughs. " I know what that kiss did to you" he says in a deep seductive tone. I turn away and ignore him staring to the front of the classroom to keep myself from looking at him. Cam looks back at the front and then back at me "I would have made you feel so good" he whispers as he puts his hand on my thigh, slightly squeezing and I jump. I'm so shocked Hannah is sitting at the desk right in front of us. Thank god for the blocked in style desks this school has. His hands slightly graze up my thigh. My heart is racing and Hannah spins around on her chair to face us.