Devin was sobbing, i could hear a voice in the background laughing.
"Chris? It's Char.. She's awake and okay, she want to see you"
i couldn't even believe it, she wants to see me? The person who did her wrong? I cheated, I betrayed her.
"umm Devin i'll be back in 15 minutes" i hung up
Char's POV
All this time iv'e been on a coma Chris had never left my side. I have to thank him for being there. Even though i'm terrified that he's on his way i can't help but actually smile. Something i haven't done since Chris left. Apparently from Devins point of view Chris left for a reason, a reason only he can tell me which had me worried. But at the moment i'm just happy i'm still here. Yes I tried to leave this world for a reason but Chris was the only person keeping me alive and now he wants to see me? It sign that it wasn't my time to go.
Me and Devin have been talking for about half an hour. Talking about old times, how we used to live at one persons house whether everyone stayed with me and Chris for the weekend or if we all went to Devins. It's crazy how close we all used to be. Devin says no one properley talks now Motionless are on a long break.
I couldn't leave the hospital unitil tomorrow so I have to put up with the uncomfortable bed and 4 white walls for another night.
"Hey Char, at least you get to come home tomorrow. Did you want me and Kylie to stay with you for the night tomorrow so you're not alone?"
"That would be lovley thanks man, also i'd like to catch up with Kylie" I couldn't help but have a big smile on my face, but the worry still ate me because i was thinking too much about when Chris gets here.
Right on que when I thought that there was a knock at the door.
Devin got up and answered it, he left as a dark slender figure entered the room.
There was a minute of silence until.
"Hey Char" he just stood there shitting himself like i was,
I just went for it plus it would kill the awkward.
"Chris come over here"
He loosened up a bit where he came over as i pulled him into a hug.
"Thank you Chris. For not leaving me by myself that is" I said into his hair. He smelled familliar. Like he used to, I missed this man more than anything. He just hugged me tighter like how he used to when i used to thank him or tell him he's cute.
"Look i think we need to talk" he sighed and pulled away.
"Before you say anything i just want to focus on getting better before we talk about everything"
He nodded and smilled.
"So are you feeling okay?" he sat down beside me.
I nodded and shrugged "Yeah i am thank you just tired"
there was about 2 minutes of silence. What were we supose to talk about.
"I miss you Charlotte" Chris just looked down
I really didn't know what to say. He was really upset but i froze and couldn't say anthing. Does he miss me? If i let him back into my life he's just going to walk out again. I can't risk it. But when i look into his eyes they're full of regret and sadness. Maybe he does mean it.
"Chris?" He looked up
"Hold me" thats all the words i could choke up.
He came towards me as i made room in the so called "bed"
I snuggled into his chest as i could feel his breath on my forehead. He stroked up and down my back like he used to. I couldn't help but feel at home with him, like everything was how it used to be.
He squeezed tighter and kissed my forehead.
That's all i could remember before falling asleep. His tattooed hands gently stroking my head as a fell asleep.
What have i got myself into.
