[COMPLETED]𝐇𝐚𝐭𝐞 𝐓𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐈 𝐋𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐘𝐨𝐮 // Ateez FF

17

Warning, this story may contain strong language and mature themes

{San P.O.V} 18h41 pm

It's been about an hour since what happened, and Nahee hasn't come out of her room since then. Mingi went outside to follow Eva I don't know where so that leaves me, alone. I feel so stupid for what happened...I acted like a jerk, I should've not yelled at her like that and put pressure on her to tell us. I really don't want her to be mad at me...Things were starting to get better between us! She might  be mad, but I need to talk to her. I walk out my room making my way to her's and knock on her door.

(Nahee): Yeah?

I open the door and she opens her eyes, looking at me

(Nahee): What do you want...

(San): Please...Can we talk?

She sighs and sits up

(Nahee): Yeah I guess...

I walk in and close the door behind me before sitting down next to her on her bed

(San): Nahee I-

(Nahee): I'm sorry San...

I look at her confused

(San): What? But you have nothing to be sorry ab-

(Nahee): Yes I do...I'm sorry for not telling you where I was-

(San): No don't be sorry for that it's my fault...I should've not yelled at you like that and force you to say it, it's really not polite I'm sorry...Forgive me?

She looks at me a little surprised but a light smile appears on her lips

(Nahee): I forgive you silly...

She pulls out her hand to me, and I look at it a little confused. But I then realize and put my hand in her's shaking it with a smile

(Nahee): And...I don't mind telling you what happened

(San): Are you sure? I don't want you to feel forced...

She nods slowly

(Nahee): I'm sure

(San): Okay then, I'm listening

She sits up more correctly, with a reassuring smile on her face. But yet, I can clearly see in her eyes she's nervous to tell me

(Nahee): Well first, the reason why I have scars is because I got hit...

(San): What?! By who??

(Nahee): Suran and her gang

I feel anger taking over me. Those little bitches... Just imagining it, for some reason makes my heart pinch. Why? I have no idea, but one things for sure, I could punch a hole through a wall right now. But...Looking up into Nahee's eyes, I know she wants me to stay calm and listen

(San): You know we have to talk with them right?

(Nahee): Yeah...I know

(San): Is there anything else?

She looks at me, then looks away slightly. She's fiddling with her fingers, there's obviously something else

(San): Don't be afraid to tell me..I'm..I'm not here to judge 

(Nahee): Yeah I know...But it's kind of a long story

(San): I don't mind, go ahead

A slight smile appears at the corner of her lips at my answer and takes a deep breath before speaking

(Nahee): Okay...So when I was little, around 7 or 8 years old, I lived happily with my two parents and Hongjoong. Everything was okay except the fact that my mom was almost never there, she was always at work or always out drinking with her friends...So she never had time for me and Hongjoong. Not even for  my dad. But my dad was so in love with her that he never had the guts to leave her. We kept telling him but he never did it... One day, when me and Hongjoong came back from school, we walked in on my dad in tears. All my mom's stuff was gone, her clothing, makeup, everything...It was all gone, she left us...

I look at her in shock as she looks down playing with the ring she had around her finger

(Nahee): That ring...Is the only thing she left

(San): I'm so sorry Nahee...

(Nahee): It's okay...It's not like I miss her anyway...I still hate her

(San): But you kept  her ring?

(Nahee):  Yeah...I mean I do hate her but after all, she's still my mom so I wanted to have a memory of her

(San): Ah I see...But where is your dad now?

She bites her lip and a sad smile shows up on her lips

(Nahee): He's...high up in the sky, in a better place

My eyes widen slightly, realizing what she meant and without thinking I put my hand on top of hers, as a sign of comfort. But luckily, she doesn't seem to mind

(San): I-I'm sorry I should've not asked-

(Nahee): No no it's okay, really...So what happened happened in the bathroom after they were done hitting me, Suran said something that well...Really hit hard...About my parents...

(San): And...what was it?

She sighs softly, and speaks. "What are you gonna do now? Cry to your parents? Ohh I forgot...You don't have parents! Hahaha!"

(San): That fucking bitch...

(Nahee):Heh...But maybe she's right, I don't really have anyone left in my fam-

(San): That's not true

(Nahee): What?

(San): You have us...Your family

She looks slightly surprised, but then smiles softly. Her smile is so beautiful...I could admire it for hours- Wait- What am I saying? The heck San that's not like you... I open up my arms for her and she comes close to hug me, laying her head on my chest. Once again unconsciously, I stroke her hair softly

(Nahee): Thanks...San

I look down at her and smile lightly

(San): Always