Straub
Ok I wanna know how I use to get crushes on girls and all that good stuff but now the only person I can think of is Graser?
I tried going out with bee, but I didn't feel anything. In fact every night I am out trying to find a girl that I feel attracted to, or a guy for what it's worth.
But no luck, the only thing I got was my self given status of "man whore". And probably a std....no I'm joking.
So what am I to do now? I am stuck loving a straight guy on the other side of the world. Oh and I'm not saying anything but you don't see him playing with devon much, do ya?
"Straub? You there bud?" Asked Graser on TeamSpeak.
"Ya I'm here."
"You seem a bit out of it today."
"Shut up."
"What? I'm just concerned, you don't need to be a dick about it."
"I'm sorry, I just have a lot on my mind."
"Like?"
Like how I want your dick? Oh sorry that was very inappropriate of me.
"There is this someone, and they have fucked up my whole life."
"How?"
"I don't think I wanna talk about it."
"Ok well can you tell me who?"
"Fine." I had calmed down from the little rage episode that had been going on.
"It's you."
"What? What did I do?"
"You had to be on the opposite side of the world and had to be so.....You."
"I still don't see what I've done."
"You idiot. You made me love you."
"Why is that such a bad thing?"
"Maybe cause you're straight, or 1000 miles away and would never come see me without a 20000 dollar plane ticket and the fact that you don't love me."
"Strau.."
"No. I have to go. Talk later bye."
"Str...."
I left the chat before he could reject me.
I left my computer and layed on my bed screaming into my pillow. I had just fucked everything up haven't I?
Two seconds later bee came in.
"Mitchell, are you ok?"
"No bee, I'm not."
"What happened."
"I FUCKING TOLD GRASER I LOVED HIM AND NOW HE PROBABLY HATES ME." I yelled.
Bee looked shocked and scared.
"Um Mitchell, I'm streaming."
Oh shit. Fml
"Great, just great."
I hadn't noticed that a tear escaped my eyes.
"Do you want me to end the stream?"
"No, I'm just going to sleep."
She gave me a sad smile then walked away.
I went into the kitchen and grabbed sleeping pills, I wouldn't get to sleep on my own. The whole time chanting "Fuck my life" over and over.
I took the sleeping pills and maybe a bit extra, but I don't care. Then I went to my room and fell asleep.
The next day
I woke up feeling misable. Then I heard laughing coming from the living area, a laugh that could only belong to one person.
I walked out and I was right. Graser was sitting there talking to bee. "Graser?" They both looked at me. Bee got up quickly and left. "Graser?" I asked again. He got up and walked over to me. "Why are yo..." "You know what? Shut up." He said with a smile. I frowned what was this guy doing? He leaned in close and soon his lips were on mine. "Strauberryjam, I am in love with you too." He said with a huge smile before kissing me again.
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Ok I love this one shot.
