Will
So straub is doing his 24 hour stream and I'm here with him. I never knew how great he was to be around until now. Now i haven't fully admitted it to many people, but I'm gay. I make jokes about it all the time so some people must pick up on it.
I am slowly falling in love with him. I want to tell him. He probably won't like me back, but that's just the person I am.
At 11pm Melbourne time.
"Hey straub. I'm gonna poke you something tell me what you think."
"OK. " he says in his usual bubbly voice.
Poke: I like you.......a lot. How does this make you feel.
Suddenly it goes really quiet.
"Straub...straub you there?"
He left the TeamSpeak and ended the stream. Wow even though I expected him to say no or maybe be a bit weirded out I didn't expect him to leave. Even though I almost knew I'd be rejected it still hurt.
I go on twitter to take my mind of the hurt and the first thing I saw was.
@StrauberryJam:Sorry guys my computer won't start. Oh and @Kiinqtonq very very happy ;)
What? He does like me? All the sadness from before had left after one final tear left my eye and was replaced by happiness and love. But then I thought of something what if he thinks it was a joke?
I grabbed my phone and called him up.
"Hello?" Straub asked.
"Hey." I replied, I could hear the nervousness in my voice. I hope he can't.
"Um straub...what I poked you....it wasn't a joke."
"Well I would hope not...cause I like you a lot too."
"Really?"
"Who wouldn't love you?"
