ꜱɪᴄᴋ ❝ʏᴇᴏɴᴋᴀɪ❞

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"What type of answer do you want Binnie? The actual one or just what you wanted to hear?" Yeonjun said as he stared up at the sky.

"I don't want you to pretend hyung. Just tell me the truth."

"I haven't been okay ever since Binnie. But it actually became worse a few months ago." Yeonjun closes his eyes a single tear leaving his eyes as he remembers that day.

It's a fresh wound after all. Of course it will hurt.

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Yeonjun went home crying after another day of Hueningkai hating on him. He just loved the other soo bad it hurt.

As soon as he opened the door he was greeted by his father who's smile immediately turned into a frown seeing his puffy eyes and moist cheeks.

He quickly walked up to Yeonjun shutting the door behind and pulling his son into his warm embrace.

"What happened Junie? Why are you crying?"  And Yeonjun just was sooo sensitive at that moment he didn't even think twice before he spilled his guts in front of his father.

"So you're saying that you're gay?" The boy looked like a kicked puppy as he looked up into his fathers eyes and the hell broke.
His soft caring dad was gone from that day replaced by a monster who would give him a daily beating saying being gay was a disease and he was getting the disease out of him.

His mother would just watch him whimper and cry in pain as his dad would beat him till his body went numb from the pain.

When that didn't work they got him medicines to cure his gayness.

Then the counseling started. He reminds the first question his therapist asked.

"So how did you end up here?"

"My friends don't understand me anymore and because of that I ended up in a room with a stranger who believes I'm sick for not liking girls."

And when that didn't work as well they tried something no one should go through.

The Shock Therapy.

No human should go through it no matter what they did.

He said it all to the other. Buried his neck into the others neck as he cried and cried because everything hurt so much.

"When did it happen?" Soobin said in a quiet voice.

"What?" His voice getting muffled into the others neck.

"The shock therapy. When did it happen?" Yeonjun slowly raised his head.

"Two days ago. And if I'm being honest my mind is still fuzzy." Angry tears rolled down Soobins eyes and Yeonjun wiped them.

"Hey it's ok, don't cry Binnie. I'm ok." This is not how it was supposed to be he was supposed to be the one being taken care of.

"STOP IT." He yelled at the other making Yeonjun crutch on his ears because he was still sensitive and it hurt.

"I'm so sorry but please stop it hyung." Soobin sobbed a bit more.

"You are the one who needs to be taken care of not me." Both of them stayed silent for a while before Soobin spoke up again.

"You're not going back there." Yeonjun tilted his head in confusion.

"What?"

"You're not going back to that house you're coming with me." Yeonjun chuckled.

"Isn't my situation bad enough Soobinnie?"

"What?"

"I said isn't my situation bad enough for you to want to add up things to it?" Yeonjun was confusing Soobin.

"I don't understand, what do you mean hyung?"

"Listen you were a great listener but I don't want everyone to gossip about how I spread my sickness to you okay? I already have enough problems to deal with." Suddenly Yeonjun became conscious about his surroundings. Looking at every corner to see if anyone's there.

He quickly got up and looked down at Soobin one last time.

"Let's not talk to each other anymore." He said and ran away without giving Soobin a chance to speak.

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