In a world of homophobia all Yeonjun wanted was to get accepted not even by everyone just the ones he loved but instead he got treated like he was sick.
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•5 Years Later•
"Do you think everyone will like our debut song hyung?" Beomgyu asks Soobin who was just laying there after a long day of training.
"Of course they will where did the sudden question come from?" Soobin says as he pats the space beside him signalling Beomgyu to lay next to him. "I don't know. I just, it's just like a dream to me you know? We are finally debuting." Beomgyu says making Soobin chuckle.
They both stay silent for a while no one saying a word just laying there enjoying the free time. Debuting idols don't actually get enough time to rest you know?
But the silence is broken when Beomgyu opens his mouth again.
"Hyung?" Soobin hums.
"Don't you think everything would be way better if he was with us too? We would be complete. It's been a long time but it still feels so empty without him." Soobin turns to him.
"Don't talk about him." Soobin says making Beomgyu frown.
"Why hyung you've been like this ever since that day. I know he's gone but don't you miss him? You loved him right?" He asks.
"Of course I do and that's why I don't want to talk about him." Soobin says.
"How can that be the reason?"
"You won't understand Beomgyu leave it." Soobin says as he turns around not wanting to face Beomgyu.
"Then why don't you make me understand? You were always with us through all the years but it's like there's something missing like he took a part of you with him." Beomgyu says staring at Soobins back.
"It's just this guilt here gyu. That I couldn't help him, I wasn't there all that time he needed someone. That he choose to leave than being with us and talk to us about his problems like he used to.
I don't even know how he is right now, if he's even alive. I know nothing and I'm so guilty for that." Soobin says with a silent sob and Beomgyu can't help the tears that slip down his face as well.
He pulls the other into a hug and they stay like that for a while.
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"Do you think it's a good choice?"
"Of course it is! You are so talented and you want to do this as well so what's stopping you?" Taehyung rests his hand on the others shoulder having to raise his hand a little bit.
"Yeah, I do like it. But I don't think being on screen is something that'd be any good to me."
"You'll be fine! And I'm with you now aren't I? I'll beat em up if anyone tries anything funny with you." Taehyung says with a big warm smile lips curling into that box smile that steals everyones heart.
Yeonjun rolls his eyes a little but a smile appears on his lips as well.
"Whatever."
"I'll leave the details here you review them today and we are going to meet the band you're going to debut with tomorrow! Make sure you read everything on it!" Taehyung says placing a file on the bed and skips his way out of yeonjuns room only to peak in again.
"The group name is Tomorrow X Together!" And he's gone again.
Yeonjun shakes his head before he turns to the file. He stares at it for a while before he sighs again.
"I can just know all about it when I go there tomorrow." He says as he tosses the file on the nightstand.
