Me . It's almost always me . Why cant it be Annie. Me and Peeta have it the worst . He has it bad too . They are recreating his memories . I'm hoping it's not permanent . Not that it will natter though , we will never get out of here .
I wish I would just die . Die so all of this would end . Life would be so much easier if I would have just broke off . Not gone along with the stupid plan . The plan that's going to kill me . But that's ok . I mean , that's what I wanted right ??
I always said that there was know one I loved . But I lied . In district seven . Long long ago there was one that I loved . His name was Bushay . But he is long gone now .
He was kind . The only person who wasn't afraid of me . My mother would tease me saying I was in love . And maybe I was . Love . So stupid . I was stupid then . And weak . I didn't know the prices lovers had to pay .
Thinking of him brings little hope to me that I will survive this . But deep down I know it's false hope .
It feels like an eternity when I'm finally to my torture chamber . And just like every time , they tie my feet down to the floor of the tank . Then slowly fill the tank up with water . CLICK. Tells me the button has been clicked and the game has begun .
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FanfictionI never expected this . I know they are cruel . But how far are they willing to go to get information out of me that I didn't even have .
