Mine Only [18+] (NOT EDITED)

sacrifice.

Sometimes you have to sacrifice for greater good! Or for someone's happiness!

Was it worth it?

A small voice said.....

It was worth it, i know he won't break his word! He never did!
And if i have to live the rest of my life pretending to love a devil to save my son then i will do it.

Are sure he will keep his words?
He is not the old john!

That voice echoed in my head again and i looked to my right and observed him as he was asleep.

Look at him! You gave yourself to him yesterday! And yet he doesn't have his arms around you!
How are you so sure this plan of yours will work?
He is not obsessed anymore!
You don't stand a chance!

I kept staring at him and think to myself! IT'S TRUE !!!

"Do you want something princess!" He spoke while his eyes were still closed which startled me.

He opened his eyes and turned to face me, when he didn't hear me reply back.
He kept staring at me and i realized he wanted an answer.

"N-no!" I said.

He looked at me for another 10 seconds and got off the bed and left to the bathroom.
Not even bothering to cover himself.

He went inside the bathroom but the left the door wide open.
So i had a clear view of what he was doing inside.

I was still laying down in the bed, i got up and rested my back to the bedpost, and watched him turning the water on, and there was this constant voice in my head screaming.

HE CANNOT BE FOOLED!

I was so caught up with the voice in my head, that I didn't notice HIM staring at me from the shower, he was under the water staring directly at me.

For some reason which I didn't understand either! I didn't break the gaze.

He brought his hand up infront of himself and motioned me to come.

Without any thought I hopped off the bed, not even caring to cover myself up! He has seen it all!.

I walked in the bathroom and went closer to the shower, but not entering it.

And kept staring at him, he stood under the water no even flinching.
He extended his hand, offering me to step in.

Do what he tells you!
For MATT!!!
For BASH!

That voice kept screaming at me, and i put my hand in his and stepped inside the shower.

The water was pouring heavily and my hair was fully wet.
He was still holding my hand, he pulled me closer to him to a point where i was a faced with his chest.
I didn't dare to look up!
I kept my gaze down as i waited for his next move!