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At this point i'm done, my drafts keep getting deleted and it's so frustrating! I just wanna punch whoever invented these drafts things.

So please if you have any idea why my drafts are getting deleted please let me know!
Because honestly i'm just tired.
And that's why I didn't update yesterday! Wattpad deleted 7 of my drafts.
I'm sorry i know you guys were waiting for me to update.

Sorry ❤️


".....I don't care where he is hiding! He couldn't have gotten in the country without help! Find out who helped him out!" I said in anger.

Conner was going to steal Anna away! He did managed to do it once!
I will not underestimate him!
I looked over the clock in my room and it read 11:45, after dinner i told Anna to go to bed! I couldn't stand that pity look in her face!
Why should she feel pity for me! I'm more powerful than anything and anyone from my past and present.

But those hallucinations are getting worse, and i need to do something about it.

I left my office and went towards the bedroom.
When I entered I noticed Anna was sitting on the bed and her gazed shifted to me as soon as I entered.
I should have known she wasn't going to let it go that easily.

"You should have slept!" I told he as i went towards the closet to change and she held my hand and stopped me.

"John, you need help! Please let me help you!" He said as kept on crying.
What did i do to deserve an innocent angel like you!

"How would you help me?" I asked because i was genuinely curious to what might be the cure for me.

"Listen Matt knows some great psychiatrists, we can go to them! They can help you! Like Chris helped me!" I lost track of her words the minute she mentioned that bastards name.

"You want me to ask help from you old fuck buddy!!" I yelled and she flinched away.

"What? He is not...." she said
"Oh i'm sorry princess, sorry that I disrespected your husband and the father of your child!" I mocked at her with clear anger on my face.

"You need help! Please just listen to me! We won't ask for Matt's hel....." she tried to explain

"DON'T FUCKING SAY HIS NAME!" I yelled and she just froze.

"I don't need help from him!" I said.

"Yes you do! I'm starting to show up everywhere! That's not a good sign!" Chris said as he was standing next to me.

I looked at him in shock!
This cannot be happening! I'm not going crazy!

"John?" Anna called my name and i looked at her.

"Can we just go to someone! Anyone you want! But please you need help!" She begged me.

"Ok" i said in low whisper as i looked to my right and Chris was no where to be found.

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ANNA P.O.V

I was in bed watching John sleeping, thinking about what happened today and still trying to process it.
No matter how much i want to not care! I can't!
He may be Evil but i am not.
And maybe saving a soul that's stuck in his terrible past will reunite me with Bash.

I kept on staring at him, he was a perfect man! His perfect face structure, his eyes his lips! He was by all means perfection! Any women would go crazy for him! He could have any women he wants! So why ME?
I need to know that! U need to know how choose me!

"If you want a kiss, i can give you one! But you would have to stop staring at me!" He suddenly spoke while his eyes were close.

It was creepy how he could sense everything around like that!

"Your eyes are shut! How could you know i was staring!?" I asked.

"Years and years of being in the dark!" He said, his eyes still closed.

"What do you mean?" I hesitated as i knew the answer would be shocking.

"Chris mother would often put me in the basement for hours and sometimes for days!"

"And Chris would sometimes sneak in food for me, and sometimes he would open the door and let me out!" He said.

"I'm sorry!" I said not knowing why i was sorry or what i was sorry for.

"It's not your fault princess, now go back to sleep!" He said.

I kept staring at his face and i could see all the pain. What he went through! What made him the man he is today.

I got closer to his face and kept on staring at him.
His hair, his eyes, his nose, his lips, Bash was his twin.

Anyone would see the resemblance! And it saddened me to even think that a child would go through all those pain at a young age!

"If you keep staring at me Princess! I wil..." he said but i didn't let him finish.

I presses my lips onto his, which took him by surprise.
He opened his eyes and kissed me back, i tried to stay in control but with him was impossible.
He got on top of me and kissed me harder.

Maybe be this is all he needs? Some love.
Maybe this is all we need!

900 words

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