A SUDDEN WISH (ON GOING)

PROLOGUE

  SET A FIRE DOWN IN MY SOUL

   THAT I CAN'T CONTAIN,
THAT I CAN'T CONTROL

  I WANT MORE OF YOU GOD    I WANT MORE OF YOU GOD

after singing that line, kasabay non ang mga luhang pumapatak sa aking mata at ang pagtaas ng aking kamay dahil ramdam na ramdam ko yung presensiya ni Lord sa tanghaling ito.

it's our sunday service, it is usually  started at 10:30 in the morning and it ends at 12:00 in the afternoon or it depends on our mentor 'cause after sunday services she gathered her mentees just to give statements on what we heard in the preaching ceremony.

btw, mentor is our spiritual sister on church, she is well trained to teach young peoples especially girls  to accept God as our saviour and she teaches her mentees to be matured enough facing their fears and troubles.

I know some of you, asking why we are all girls 'cause sa church na ito hiwalay ang gender para mas lalong maging comfortable at bawat isa.

"Amora please tell us what you heard a while ago."sabi ni mentor--

then i stood up and face my co-mentees and saying that our pastors tackled about "don't be in hurry, don't look back also don't look forward too much and focus on your 'here and now' cause there are so many things can lead into destructions but he says " trust in the Lord, believe and he will lead us into what he planned for us and in what we are destined for."

nang tinignan ko si mentor ay naka ngiti siya sakin dahil natutuwang nakinig ako at halatang naunawaan ko mabuti yung tungkol sa preach ng mga pastors at nag sisunuran na magsabi ng statements ang mga co-mentees ko at hanggang sa--

mentor stood up and saying she will praying for us as the cell group will end so that we can just go home after that gathering.

Yes Lord i'm praying for these girls beside me, i'm praying that you will protect these young girls Lord until next week, i'm hoping that they will apply what they have heard a while ago, God bring their safe into their houses and thank you for your stead fast love on us, In Jesus name-- then we clap our hands, as we says amen.

and then we hugged each others while saying our goodbye's

tinignan ko yung relo ko and it's currently 1:00 pm, then sumakay nako sa tricycle para makauwi na.

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nakarating ako sa bahay ng mabilis kasi malapit lang yung church namin tas saktong kakauwi lang ng mga parents ko sa bahay na galing lang din sa church.

napapatanong siguro kayo, bakit di' kami magkakasabay umuwi?

kasi may cell group din sila mommy at madalas na umaalis sila para mag cellgroup sa starbucks or sa infinitea

nakaupo sila mommy sa lamesa ng madatnan ko, humakbang ako papalapit sa kanila para kumiss at magmano dahil pinapaalala lagi sa amin na huwag namin kalimutang gawin yon sa kanila.

"Amora aalis tayo." sabi ni mommy nang nasa sala kami.

 napalunok ako at sabay sabi ng "san tayo pupunta, my." dahil nakakapagtaka na hindi naman kasi kami umaalis pag kauwi namin galing ng mga sunday services.

"sa mall tayo pupunta, to buy your needs in your class tommorow." paliwanag sa'kin ni mommy.

"Mommy bakit ngayon mo lang sinabi!" sabi ko kay mommy, bakit biglaan wala man lang bago ang isang linggo para sabihin sakin.