Missing In Action - Han Jisung ff

it's okay to show your true self

Do Byungjoo P. O. V

"My father is a miserable old man. He is drug positive that make him a killer." I told as I staring at the coffee infront of me at the cafe nearby. "He never being happy after mother died. I was okay and really fine. I could accept the fact that mother has died because god loves her more. But my father can't. He hated to see me happy and fine. He would do anything to see me suffers. So he asked me to kill my own best friend, Lee Hayoung."

Flashback

"Kill hayoung." My father suddenly said looking at me with no emotion at all. I was just coming back from school happily after hanged out with her and he suddenly asked me to do that.

"No." I fight back but only to earned a slap from him. "I hate seeing you happy! Don't you understand?! Kill her or I'll kill you!"

I was speechless. My own father doesn't want to see his own daughter happy is hurt.

Then I text hayoung, I told hayoung about it. I told hayoung everything. Because she the only one who understands me. She told me she going to protect me and I really happy to read that. It's like my whole world was full of colour because of her.

But not until the next morning, I found out that she died in her bedroom. I feel miserable just like my father. I feel so worst, hurt, guilty and I started to blame myself for everything.

"You are a killer byungjoo. Just like your own father." He said.

End of flashback

"That words keep repeating in my mind everyday. I blame myself for everything that happened. I am the reason of hayoung death. I am the killer." I so busy with my own story until I didn't realized that jisung already sat beside me and hug me.

"Byungjoo.. everything is fine." He told me while he patting my head.

"It's easy for you to said. And I really hope it's easy for me to feel it too. How everything is fine." I said as my head on his chest. I can hear his heart is beating fast.

"You not a killer. It's hayoung choices to killed herself. She said she will protect you so this is the way she did it. Instead of being guilty, how about you be happy for your friend in the heaven. Let go of the past because I sure hayoung didn't want to see you sad because of her. It's not your fault byungjoo. It's nobody fault. It's destiny and you can't do anything about that."

"I know it's too fast and cliché but I really want to protect you. No I won't kill myself." He said and I look at him questioned, what does that mean?

"Let's make today is our first day as a couple."

My eyes go wild. Couple? Does that mean a relationship? With han jisung?

"It's okay if you don't want to I just, you know-"

I kissed him. For a second time I did. "I would like to be in a relationship with you." I smiled for real. And I liked it. His gummy smiled grew bigger and excited at the same time. Without wasting anytime he kissed me back.

After a minute, I pull back to catch a breath and look at him. "We should go home now. I am soaking wet" I told and he giggled. "Yeah, let's go." He said and we both walked out from the cafe hand intertwined with each other like there is no tomorrow.

"I'm glad you told me about your past instead of keeping yourself."

"I'm glad that I told you too." I exclaimed and smiled.

I can't believe this. I actually in love with Han Jisung and I swear by the name of my mother, this feeling is beautiful.

I love it.

I actually holding hand with him without having any feeling to let it go. I look at him again. He still got that big smiled on his face.

After a minute of walk, we finally arrived. Jisung open the door and we walked in still hand in hand with each other. Woojin, chan and Minho saw us and I can tell they had so many questions right now.

"Why are you soaking wet?"

"Why you holding hands?" Chan asked and Minho smirked. "Seems like someone need to shower together"

I blushing and I cannot lied.

"Minho hyung!"