Welcome to the Family (Avenged Sevenfold)

Chapter Eighteen

*Cyndy's point of view.*

November was coming to an end and December was quickly coming. I wasnt looking forward to his winter show in England and neither were any of the guys, speically Syn.

The two of us, were perfect, well, we have been. Rather know I had been avoiding telling him I loved him. I was just, nerves of what would happen, after I tell him, that all. But since December was here, Syn hasnt been himself. He had been drinking more and doing some drugs. I didnt like it, but I wasnt going to be the bitch that yelled at him for missing his best friend.

"Do you have your bags packed?" Syn asked me.

I looked up from the book I was reading, then looked at my bags at the end of the couch, "Yea."

"We leave at nine pm tomorrow night." He told me as he went into the kitchen.

I sighed and got up to follow him.

"Babe." I said as I watched him pour a glass of vodka.

He turned to me once he sat the vodka bottle down and leaned on the counter as he took a drink.

"Can we go to bed?" I asked him.

He sighed and looked at his glass, "I guess."

"I promise, all day tomorrow, at Johnny's, we will drink. Just like I told you a few months ago." I said walking up to him.

He smiled and kissed me, then looked in my eyes, "I lov-"

I cut him off by pressing my finger against his lips, "Come."

He sighed again and followed me to our bed room.

That next day, we both woke up late and the first thing we did was drop our bags off at Matts, then went to Johnny's saloon. We drank and drank till the bartender cut us off. So Syn had texted Zacky, asking him to bring a bottle of Vodka with him when they came to pick us up.

"Im so not ready." He growled throwing his head against the building as we waited for Matt and the guys.

I sighed, "Im started to become, undrunk."

"Me and you both." Syn said looking at me.

We just looked at each other for the next thirty minutes in silence. And just when Syn was about to speak, the guys pulled up.

The two of us hopped in the car and Syn instently opened the bottle of Vodka Zacky had in his lap and chugged most of it, till I took it from him and got a drink. Johnny took it from me and drank the rest of it.

As we got to the airport, we barley made it to our flight. Syn and I had to keep ourselves under control as we got onto the plane so they wouldnt off load us. All of us actually sat pretty close to each other. Syn and I were on the right ise, in front of Amber and Johnny. Matt, Val, Zacky and Brandy sat in the middle. The Berrys and Dan thebody were on the left ise.

"I fucking hate you Matt." Syn mummled, looking over at him.

Matt flipped Syn off, then went back to messing with his phone.

"Hey, why havent you told me you loved me yet?" Syn instently asked, "And why wont you let me tell you?"

"You havent told each other yet?" Amber asked us shocked.

I glared at her, then him, "No we havent and its hard Brian."

"How is it hard?! I fucking love you babe!" He yelled, "There I said it."

I felt my face get red.

"Are you going to say it back?" He asked, sounding a bit worried and hurt.