Olivia // H.S

History

A/N: This Chapter will be in Harry's p.o.v just to give you a better idea of how he thinks and why he responds to certain things the way he does. Also this chapter takes place a few weeks after the last chapter. I also am sorry to the tears that may be shed while reading this chapter but it is important to the story line. I hope you enjoy!

March 11, 2015       

I sit down in the office chair across Jason, our manager. He's called a meeting with everyone and I have no clue on why and no one else told me exactly what's going on either. "Where are the others?", I ask politely.

He looks at me with an exhausted expression and shrugs. Usually all of us make it to a meeting on time but I guess with tour everyone has been worn out. I look over to the clock reading 3:25 p.m and suddenly the door swings open to Zayn walking in with Niall, Liam, and Louis behind him. I smile at them and wave but they all just sit down beside me quietly as if they were not looking forward to the upcoming conversation.

"So guys...there has been ongoing conversation for the past few months and I think it is fitting if Zayn here explains what is going on himself", Jason sighs and leans against his desk and waves his hand as a go ahead sign for Zayn. My pace begins to fasten because I have a feeling of where this may be going but I also don't. I just really hope this isn't going where it's heading.

"So lads...", Zayn clears his throat and squirms in his chair uncomfortably. "I loved the past 4 years and it's been incredible but I don't think I can continue on. So my last day working as apart of the band is March 25th. After that I will be off taking time for myself and working on my own solo stuff". 

My jaw drops and I feel the itch on my eyes as they start to tear up but I suck in a breath to keep my composure. "So...you're leaving?", I breathe out shakily and I watch as Louis looks over at me with a sadness washing over his expression. Zayn hesitantly nods and I see Liam runs his fingers through his hair anxiously. All eyes are on me at this point and I just feel myself slowly unraveling but before I let them see me break down I quickly get up and walk out of the room. I hear shouts from Jason and the lads but right now I need to get away from all of it. Why is he leaving? Was he not happy? Oh for fucks sake why didn't I see this.

I keep walking until I suddenly bump into someone which results in them dropping their papers. "I am so sor- Harry? Are you okay?", Olivia looks up at me worriedly and that's when I feel myself crumble inside. The warm tears spill down my cheeks as she pulls me aside into an empty meeting room. I feel her arms wrap around me and I don't hold back the sobs from deep inside my chest. I make out her mumbling something that sounds like encouraging words but all I hear is this ringing in my ears as I continue to cry. It feels like my chest and head is going to explode and all I can do is just cry the pain away.

She rubs my back and slowly lets go of me, "Hey I'm just going to get you some water...I will be right back I promise". I hesitantly nod and watch as she jogs out of the room to find some water for me. I back up against the wall and slide down to sit down on the floor. Her and I have grown really close since the night she asked for me to spend the night and the boys have noticed. I really don't want to lose her as well, now that I'm losing Zayn. My thoughts get interrupted by the door opening and I see Liam peak his head in and his face falls as he sees me sitting on the floor. My eyes are probably red from crying, I must look like a mess.