Running In Hell [X Reader]

Chapter One

    Your life had completely turned upside down. You didn't know what to think? You felt so alone here. Everyone was your friend here, you got along with pretty much everybody, expect Jeff. He was so annoying to you, and he would always mess with you. He was so arrogant and selfish, that's the reason why you really didn't like him. The only real friend you had here was BEN. Everyone else was too, but he was the one who brought you here, so you considered him your only "real" friend. He was like a brother to you to be exact. You lived at the mansion. Why and how did you get here?

Inside the mansion

The Hallway

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    You were laying on your bed wondering how you could possibly end your life. You really wanted to die, but you didn't really have a choice. You wanted to live, but you wanted to die at the same time. It was so annoying to hear the voices in your head saying "kill yourself." They were going on and on in your head like a broken record, and you couldn't seem to control them, or your emotions. You felt so alone and very upset.

    Your mother had given up on you. She thought you were absolutely stupid and worthless. You didn't know what to think anymore, that was one of the reasons why you wanted to kill yourself. You stood up and mentally groaned about your life, and why it just wouldn't end. You were surfing through the Internet that night, since you were bored to death, plus it was 11:00 at night, and you weren't sleepy. You wondered why you weren't, but you just couldn't sleep.

    You kept on looking at Facebook, Instagram, Twitter, pretty much any site that came to mind, but it was so boring, since there was no gossip to gossip about. The sites got old pretty fast, you also logged off since they were being so glitchy. "What is wrong with this computer," you thought. You started to panic when you saw the screen flash black with the words "You shouldn't have done that" across the screen. "Shouldn't have done what," you said aloud as your eyes twinkled with confusion. You were really starting to panic and get scared. Suddenly, a figure appeared on screen. He looked like something from the Legend of Zelda.

    You looked at the screen confused, not really knowing what this "thing" wanted, but you were fascinated on what he wanted. "Hi Y/N," the creature greeted. You panicked a little knowing that this "thing" actually knew your name. "Who are you," you asked with confusion laced in your voice. "Oh me, I'm BEN. BEN Drowned," he admitted. You looked confused. "BEN Drowned?" You questioned slowly. BEN smirked at you a little, but you didn't know why. You then realized he was a flirt. "You seem like a cool person, why don't you come with me," he asked. You questioned on how you could possibly meet him in person? He was on a screen, not in your house. "How," you questioned.

     "Oh, that's easy," he said as he hopped out of the screen and into your living room. You stood up quickly, while panicking, and shuffled backwards until your back hit the wall with BEN coming towards you. You shielded your eyes with your hands to not look at him, you were beyond scared now. "Don't be scared Y/N, I only want to be friends," he cooed.

    "You seem nice," he added smiling. You slowly pulled your hands out of your face to see him smiling, and not looking so terrifying. "So, do you want to come with me," he asked kindly extending a hand to you. You took it hesitantly, with your hands shaking. BEN noticed you were a bit scared, but he wanted to be friends since he knew the life you lived. You took hold of his cold hand, but for some reason you felt cared for by him. He smiled at you, and of course, since smiling is contagious, you smiled back. "Are you ready to go," he asked. "Go? Go where?" You questioned.

    "To the mansion," he replied. "What mansion," you added. "Slender Mansion, it's where all the Creepypastas live," he said. "Oh, are you a Creepypasta," you asked. "Yes, so are you ready to go? I know the life you live, and I can't stand to see a friend of mine live this way," he smiled. You smiled knowing someone cared. "Alright, but how am I supposed to get through a computer screen," you questioned. "You'll see," he said as tugged you with him to the screen of the computer.

    He stretched his hand into the screen tugging you after. You were a little scared, you didn't know if this was actually going to work. A second later, everything went black. You woke up finding yourself in a gaming room, and your life being totally different.

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    You laid there in the mansion living room, not really knowing what to do. All you did most of the time was just hang out with BEN. He was the person who brought you were anyways to be a gaming buddy. You had been here for almost a year. You didn't know whether you wanted to go back home. You had told BEN various times that you wanted to, but he told you no, since he didn't want to lose a friend. What you didn't expect was for Jeff to walk into the room, he looked like he had just gotten back from a killing spree. You groaned knowing you couldn't stand him. Jeff knew you were annoyed by him, he loved to pick on you. He walked over to you and decided to start annoying you.

    "Hmm...I know that you living here is weird, but why do you have to not admit something to me," he asked.

    "Admit what," you hissed.

    "Y/N admit it, you know I'm beautiful," he stated proudly.

    You groaned. "No you're not, just leave me alone, don't you have something better to do." 

    "Huh, yeah right. You just don't want to fucking admit it, I know you find me totally beautiful," he grinned.

    You groaned in annoyance as you rolled your eyes at him. "Jeff just leave me alone, why do you have to be this way with me." You really didn't know why Jeff was acting this way towards you, you wish you could do something to fix it.

    "Why don't you just shut that little mouth of yours, and tell me if I'm beautiful, you can't deny it," he seethed.

    "Ugh, Jeff not everyone has to think you're beautiful, you may have fangirls that do, but I'm not one of them. In my words you're the most arrogant dumbass I've ever known," you snapped.

    Jeff tried to frown, but his permanent smile made that impossible. You couldn't deny the fact that he was attractive, because in your eyes he was, but you would never admit it to yourself, or him. "Hmm...yeah right, whatever, I know you do, you can't hide it from me, Y/N," he seethed as he walked up the stairs to his room cursing under his breath. You would never give him the satisfaction that he was attractive.

   That's something he was never supposed to know. You remembered when you first started to develop feelings for him. At that point, you thought you were going insane, but you weren't. You were actually starting to like him, no matter how crazy it sounded. BEN even questioned at a point if you liked him or not, but you would deny it, but BEN knew it was something more. He didn't mind if Jeff was your boyfriend, but he always wanted to look out for you since you were like a sister to him. Sometimes you would cry yourself to sleep, knowing the fights between you and Jeff. He acted like he didn't seem to care, or so you thought.

    Jeff only wanted attention from you, you just didn't know that. He felt broken inside and he just didn't know how to show that to you. Sometimes he'd even curse at you for no reason. He would call you every name in the book, and of course you would curse back. One time there was so much ranting  in the mansion, it caused everyone to come out and see what was going on. Luckily, Slenderman would always show up to break up the fight.

    It was like as if every time Jeff saw you, there would be a fight. You thought he was so heartless and cold hearted, a monster. You questioned on why you liked him, but you didn't want to admit it to yourself, but you did. At first you thought it was a temporary crush, but you knew it was something more. The feelings never went away, they only grew stronger. You hated on why you felt attracted to him, but you never thought he could. He's a killer, he can't love. That was something he just couldn't do. He could torture people, yes. He could kill them, yes. But love, no. There was no way in hell he could.

    You really wished you and Jeff got along but you didn't know why you couldn't. What did you ever do to make him upset with you? The simple answer was "nothing." You did absolutely nothing to hurt him in any possible way. Since he was insane, you figured it was just his insane side showing, but you felt like it was something more. You were the only one he would mess with. You figured he did that maybe because you were human, and he knows that humans can get annoyed easily by killers. But you had to do something to make Jeff be this way with you? "What did I ever do to him," you thought.

    From your pocket you pulled out your pocket knife. You had it ever since you were a little girl. You grabbed your wrist and started to cut. Pain shot through your body, but you felt good hurting yourself. You dropped your knife when you saw BEN enter the room.