Agreement Marriage

First kiss

I gasped my breathe, his fingers were playing on my collar bone slowly move towards my jawline I closed my eyes and was gaining my strength to oppose him I tried hard to release my hands from his clutches but he tightened his grip his another hand slowly traces my eyes, nose and atlast he touched my lips. I was hell shocked and turned my head but firmly he made me face him he cupped my face and inched near me there was no space for an air between us, my heart started to beat fast I tightly closed my lips( I'm not a weak soul to give up at ease) he was stunned for a while but he was way adamant than me later I understood.

With a smirk he placed his lips on mine, firmly I shook my head to escape from him but I lost, it was my first kiss I never expected to be like this from my so called husband. His warm lips touched mine again and again, I lost my breathe something was twitched in my stomach I never knew how long he did this. My hands shivered in his held and my legs lost its strength to stand on its own almost I fell on him completely tears rolled from my closed eyes made my cheeks wet I was helpless infront of this beast.

Suddenly he left me casually and whispered in my ears "Will you dare to call me a stranger again?" I gained my sense felt exhausted lost my balance knelt down on the floor and cried miserably.

He stood there for a moment and went inside washroom. He did fresh up then came out in his night dress, sat infront of me and said to me,
" Listen Radhika I'm not a beast, I don't want to behave rude with you. But you are pushing me such with your attitude. Am not anything beyond our agreement, I just asked you to pretend as my wife. Can't you do that properly?? See..now I want to make you feel comfortable with me that's why kissed you but nothing further, I promise you don't worry. Get habitual to my normal touch, call me by my name you should live like my real wife till our divorce".

I didn't say anything tears pooled on my cheeks, still I was in shock and felt cheated how can he do this with me??

Finally I lost my patience and yelled at him, "How dare you?? you know you are a filthy man to assault a girl or to kiss a girl without her wish. What do you think about me?? I'm not going to fall for your cheap tricks. You said we don't have physical relationship but now you are taking advantage of my helplessness. I will not listen to your words I will inform your family and leave this hell immediately" I said with a heavy breathe.

He laughed at me surprisingly, I thought he will fight and shout but this crazy devil looking calm and keep laughing. He came near me I got more panic now, definitely he has some plans, Oh God!! what is he upto?? I moved back cautiously.

My inner voice said " Oh! Radhika poor girl you are awakening the beast again and again, remember only you will suffer in this game".

He said," You can tell anyone my sweet potato but, I will make your life hell after that", his eyes sparkled like a hunting tiger. I was in loss of words just widened my eyes in utter shock.

He said " If you leave me in between, I will put you and your whole family in prison for a cheating", I kept my hands in my mouth and sobbed.

"I know you love your family a lot so, you will be a good wife and listen to your husband from now onwards " he said mercilessly by patting my cheeks.

He pinned me on the wall and said, "If you disobey my words, I will not assault you like before(wedding night) instead my punishment will be different", he rubbed his thumb on my lips my face turned red like cherry I looked down though I was embarrassed.

He brushed his cheeks on mine and said,
" Well you decide now whether to obey or disobey me, I'm happy in either way", he winked his eyes as I was shocked.

I didn't get sleep on that night anyway I never have an option to leave him before agreement period but I want to trouble him like he does so, I need to find someway to irritate him. Thinking about the devil I slept on the floor with my hands support. I went to deep sleep because of the worse happened, a dream accompanied me suddenly a chillness spread over my body someone touched me softly he carresed my hairs kissed my forehead lift me in his arms placed somewhere cozy.
But why I felt like it was Arjun??
My mother always says what do you think before your sleep will come in your dreams. I had another worst nightmare... I cursed him once again in my sleep.

Next day morning I got up from the bed as usual Arjun was not there, however early I get up I'm not able to find him during the morning sometime I wonder whether he sleeps or not.

Wait... Wait..What is this??
How come I slept on bed??
Little I remember was I slept on the floor while sobbing then I slept there itself.

Then how did it happened??
Was the dream real??
Did Arjun shift me ??

No way... definitely No...it was only my dream. He was a devil in human form, he was never kind to me before then how come he touched me gentle?? It was my worst nightmare I'm sure.

Then, Am I walking during the sleep??
I rubbed my hair in confusion, I didn't remember how I ended up here. Let me ask Arjun once he come back.

I finish my morning routine, when I saw myself in the mirror I was shocked to see my swollen eyes, and lips. Little I felt embarrassed to touch my lips thinking about that night. It was a forced one but he it was not so violent. He confuses me sometimes and behaves differently like a real husband.

What kind of person he is?? Really he is unpredictable??

But hereafter I won't give a chance to him to come closer to me. If I act like his lovable wife infront of others he will spare me. From today onwards I will act like he does. I wore a simple designer saree, clutched my hair on top and let it to fall on my shoulders. I did a simple make up to cover my swollen eyes. Finally I put Sindhoor on my forehead, I admit I look pretty. The newly tied mangalsutra and Sindhoor made me graceful suddenly my eyes caught Arjun who was standing near the door looking at me.

I thought to ask him something but I was embarrassed to look at him my face turned red in anger and embarrassment reminiscing his last night behaviour. Slowly I walked away from him and the room was unable to tolerate him. I was astonished to see his normal behaviour.

Actually I was angry with him but now I'm not showing that, why am I like this ?? I was getting confused? Something is running through my mind. Something stops me.
Is it because he is my husband??
I was taken back when did I accept him as my husband??
He was the devil of my life, I was totally confused at my own thoughts. Successfully he confused me with his behaviour.

To be continued....
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