The Secret "Outsider" {A Alice in the country of hearts fanfic}

Home?

So sorry that I haven't been updating like usual! It's just that I have school, and family stuff! Please forgive me and enjoy!

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'This is unbelievable........ I...... can go home? B-but........ I don't know..... '

I was still in my bathroom staring down at the black vial that had the power to take me back. Out of all the things that could happen to me...... I would be able to go back home. Do I REALLY want to?

'I'll think about it, for now.' I tell myself.

As I set the vial down on the counter, I kept thinking over what choice I'll make.

As I thought, I continued to get ready for my bath. The dirty clothes stuck to my skin like glue. Mud and other stuff were on the clothing.

"So much for keeping some of these." I say.

As I take off the last piece of clothing, I slip into the tub, warm water surrounded my bruised and sore body.

'Home or stay?'

~Time Skip!~

Once my bath was over, and I was now clean, my tired legs walked over to my bed. A wave of sleepiness hit me as I plopped onto the mattress. My eyes slowly started to close as my concense was taken to dreamland... or so I thought.

Blood and bodies littered the floor, as mournful cries filled the air. Friends and families torn apart, with nothing but broken hearts. And in the middle of that scene... stood me. Covered in various blood.

As I stood there, the faceless started to round up. Weapons were held in their hands as they yelled.

"Kill the monster!!!!" they yelled in fright and rage.

"Pl- please! I didn't mean too! It was an accident! " I pleaded.

"Kill her! Show no mercy!!!"

They came closer and closer to me. Soon the cornered me against as stone wall.

"Please! Don't hurt me!" tears gathered in the corners of my eyes.

Suddenly, a sword came shooting towards me.

"NO!"

My body started rocking back and forth harshly as the metel peirce my skin.

Tears fall down my cheeks as the shaking got harder. I could here my name being called. It got louder by the second.

"ROXY!!!"

My eyes shoot open as they are met with golden ones.

"Roxy!"

It took me a while to see what was going on. My eyes dart about the building; my house. Once I got back to my senses, I looked at the person who woke me from the nightmare. It was Boris.

On instinct, I buried my head in Boris' black top and cried. As the tears fall down my cheeks, and onto his shirt.

"I was so afraid Boris..." I sob.

Soon, I felt arms wrap around me and a chin land on top of my head.

"It's okay... it was only a dream." he cooed.

I shook my head. "But it felt so real..."

Silence, and birds chirping, was the response back to me. The sound of cloth rustling caught my attention, so I looked up to see Boris. A blush appeared on my tan cheeks as he got closer to me.

'Is he...?'

"You have a leaf in your hair." my blush quickly faded after that.

'Oh...' I sweatdrop. "Thanks..."

"No problem," he smiles. "Everyone is meeting up today by the clock tower to discuss about that dangerous wolf.

"Oh, um, okay." I think of the worst. "What time?"

"At sunset."

"I'll be there."

"Great!" he smiles. I look at his face, not noticing him blushing. "Oh, sorry!" he lets me go gently.

"I-it's okay.."

He nods. "Well, I have to go. See you later!" Boris gets up and goes to the door, jumping out.

"Bye..." I frown. 'Guess he doesn't like me the way I do... Plus he would hate me once he finds out what I am...'

I look down at the black vial.

"It's the only solution" I take deep breath, open the container, and puts it up to my lips.

"Wait..." I pull the vial away from me, and put on the cap. "I'll do this later. I want to see the country one last time before I go."

~Time skip~

Who knew looking at all of the country it would give me emotions. I climb up the tree where I fist felt that pang of when Alice got here.

"No more pain for others... It's for the best." I say with a determined voice.

I take out the vial, and open the lid, putting the cool glass to my lips again. With one final breath, I tilt my head back and drink till every last drop was gone.

The atmosphere was fine at first, till my vision started to go black, taking me back to where I first started.

Blackness surrounds me, though a faint chuckling could be heard. Soon after that, light could be seen through my lids. I slowly open my eyes to see green above me.

'Am I...'

I sit up to see grass and a small town. Everything came rushing back to me: Alice, Country of Hearts, the vial, my ears and tail, the clothing I wore, the weapons, my home, ... Boris.

Wait, my ears and tail! I stand up fully and reach up to the top of my head, only feeling hair. After that I look behind me to see if I still had my tail, but no luck. Now my clothes were different. Instead of my cool get-up, a blue button up, grey vest, dark brown trousers, and dusty brown boots, were in place.

A lot of things changed when I came back to my hometown in the state of Texas, which had long grasslands, farms, bugs, and an average population. I had no home, really, and I would usually stay at an inn or something, but after what cause a mass destruction I don't think I want to.

Most of the people here think I'm a freak, or monster, but who doesn't? I was born with this hideous curse! I never knew my parents, after they left me. No one wants me. EVER.

But who cares. I've been on my own for a while and I won't stop now.

"Well, welcome home.... yay.."

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This book has been discontinued. Sorry, and have a good day.