I Love May

On The Run

I have water, food, clothes, my phone, and a bike with me. I don't know where I'm going but I think this is what I'll need. Hopefully.

I can't believe I didn't think to do this before. The freedom. the air is so clean and crisp and it feels like I will never get hurt again. Next stop, ...................................... I. Don't. Actually. Know. Maybe ill go under the bridge next to the road by April's house she always understood what happened to me because it happened to her too.  Maybe she'll runaway with me we always taked about running away together maybe today we actually will. My love and I free, together, with love. It is the dream. My dream. Her dream. All the kids that had gone through what we did. It's their dream too. As im walking to her house I hear it. The one sound that scares me. The only thing that scares me. Without a seccond thought I ran. Faster, faster than i ever could, faster than anyone ever, I could have made the track team in my school. The sound echos through my mind, haunting me. Im crying now, i never even realized that i started crying until a tear fell to my hand and that when i realized that i ran all the way to my house. I'm back where I started and then, I break down in sobs and screams coming from, i don't even know. Me? I hop on my bike and go straight to the the bridge, crawl under and cry and cry.