Chapter 18- shes gone

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Carls POV~

Walkers surrounded us, we had eventually shot them down. there were just so many. it was supposed to be a quick run, here and back. we had michonne, Daryl, glenn, me, an zoey. just then I looked around.
Daryl, safe.
Michonne, safe.
Glenn, safe.
Then I patted myself like an idiot.
Me, safe.
Zoey, s-. I looked around, no. where is she? Then I heard a blood curdling scream. I turned and shot the walker that had taken a bite out of the survivors shoulder. the suvivor that caused all this. when they fell I saw her, zoey. I ran to her, she was mad and I get that but she scared me half to death. as I got closer I noticed why she was sitting, a bite. it was on her neck. I started to sob and the others noticed, they ran over. Daryl cradled her in his arms, him crying as well. I sat down and moved her hair from her fave.

"Carl, baby I need you to do it." she placed a gun in my hand. I nodded unable to speak and I shot her.

Bang

Then I RELIZED that I didn't say what I wanted to. so I sobbed harder. this influenced my next action even more then her death. I didn't even say I love you one last time. so I put the gun in my mouth and before anyone could stop me, I pulled the trigger.

I woke up sweating, breathing deeply. fucking nightmares.

SO THAT AUTHORS NOTE WAS COMPLETE BULLSHIT. I JUST WANTED TI MESS WITH YALL.

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