Insanity

Losing It

My heart hurts but I don't know why
I don't know why he left again
I don't know what's going to happen to us
I don't want to think, I'm trying not too
Because my thoughts are too overwhelming
And all I want is nothing more
Than to be gone, to be free,
To runaway because I can't stand being
In this stupid house with its stupid curses
Being alone and not sure how long it will last because
The only parent here is gone for most the day and
Locks herself in her room for the rest of it
It's not her fault but why are we suffering
Just when I thought things were getting better?
I don't know what I want
I've never been so confused
My head hurts all day I just want to sleep
I think I'll take another pill out of the closet
Secret paid-for self-medication
Trust me, if I had more
I would take the whole thing.