Seducing Him

11

"Dont you ever get tired of sleeping around?"

I freeze. I dont say anything or do anything I just stop. I look down at my exposed legs. He decides to ask me this now? That was a turnoff. I feel him grabbing my hand as he pulls up his pants.

I decide to ignore him and not even try to answer the question. I climb on top of him and start grinding on him again. He tries to stops my hips but I gran his hands and pin them over his head.

"Stop." I tell him everytime he tries to resist.

"A, get off me. You don't have to an-"

"Sometimes OK!." I answer loudly. "But I cant just change now. It's too late. I am what I am theres no going back." I roll of him and try to go to the bathroom but he grabs my wrist.

Then we just stare... At each other. I bite my lip trying to hide the whimpering sounds. I throw myself at him silently before bursting out in tears  on his chest. "They hated me before you know that. And everyone just fucking cares about sex!"

He holds me tight. And stayed with me the rest of the night.

3 year ago...

Adrienne: 15
Mathew: 18

"How was school?" My dad asks from the livingroom but I ignored him and headed straight upstairs with my new annoying bodyguard Mathew.

He followed me everywhere even in the female bathroom and whenever I could hear someone get out of one of the other stalls they would be mortified.

"Stay outside!" I yelled at him once I reached my bedroom. He freezes and I walk in slamming the door behind me. I attacked my bed with punches and started crying.

I hate those bitches. They fucking used me and now they talk shit about me? This is all dad's fault why cant he be like other dad's?

Not.

Around.

I heared the door creak open and I turn around wiping my tears. I was literally was choking my pillow and he had the audacity- "Didnt I fucki-" He puts his hand over my mouth..Guess this is a kidnapping.

"Why are you crying?" He asks removing his hand from my mouth so I could speak. I look him up and down. Why are you still here?

"I'm not."

"Oh dont lie to me Ms.Martin, you sounded like a whale from outside."I giggle at his comment. "He looks me straight in the eyes. "Is it school? Is it those flat whores who always asks if they could take these 40 minute photoshoot infront of the cars I come to pick you up with." I nod giggling.

"Dad said you weren't allowed to swear infront of me anymore."

"But you do deserve to know the truth."
He sits down on my bed. "So Ms.Martin you wanna tell me what's on your mind?"

"Yeah.. I do."  

I tell him about all the bullies at school and how I got rejected by Anthony in front of the whole class. He kept making me feel better by saying that I'm beautiful and that my voice is so soothing. That was until I fell asleep talking about how nice I thought mom's new boyfriend Derek was.

"And we have movie nights every day I'm at mom's." I can feel my eyelids start weighing down.

"But sometimes I dont think he likes mom because o-once I heard them ar-arguing and he called her a bitch. Just what dad did b-before..." I stopped.

"Before what?" He caressed my cheek.

"Before they got divorced."