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Jeon Wonwoo. I liked him during middle school when Chan moved to another city. He was moved to my class because Chan was gone and the teacher made him sit next to me. I remembered that he was really quiet and didn't speak much, even to me, who is his seatmate.

But soon, the two of us got to know each other. He was actually a really nice guy and his smile was always a killer. But sometimes he would look blank and it would sometimes scare me.

I also really admired his brain. He was the smartest kid in class. No, maybe even in the entire batch! He would help me with lessons too when I couldn't understand it. But he was really lacking when it came to physical strength so the other kids would bully him.

When I saw that, I immediately defended him. It soon dawned on me that I had feelings for him that's why I did that. But I kept it a secret, I was afraid he would ignore me once he found out and I'd lose the only friend I have.

But that wasn't the reason he ignored me. He was moved again to another class and it looked like he had made friends there now. It made me happy to see that, but when I tried to approach him, it was like there was this wall now separating him and me. He would still greet and smile back at me, but it wasn't the same.

As time passed on, he would no longer smile or greet me. It was like I never existed. And we would pass by each other like we didn't know each other. Eventually, I let go of the feelings I had for him.

Now, I heard he's a successful businessman. But he still hasn't found his significant other yet. I hope one day he remembers me, even though that seems unlikely.

But still, I hope for a happy life, I know he's got his reasons for doing that to me, and I already forgave him. I wish him all the best to come into his life.

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