Eccedentesiast | Jeon Jungkook ✔

28 • Anagapesis

Jungkook P.O.V -

Café -

I sat on the chair, facing her while crossing my arms. Everything feels like a dream. I can't even utter a word or said anything. I break the silence between us by asking her a question.

Jungkook : Why did you come?

Jungkook : Keep it short.

Jungkook : I have to go somewhere.

So Hyun : How are you doing?

Jungkook : ...

So Hyun : You look fine. I'm glad.

Jungkook : ...

So Hyun : Why did you quit the Medical Academy? It's your dream to be a doctor.

So Hyun : *sigh*

So Hyun : I call and message you many times but you didn't even answer me. I-

Jungkook : Stop.

Jungkook : Did you come here to ask me about that?

Jungkook : Really?

So Hyun : Jungkook-ah, I'm-

Jungkook : Why did you even ask me? You knew the answer.

Jungkook : Why did you think I quit?

Jungkook : Did you think I'm blind?

Jungkook : Did you think I'm stupid?

So Hyun : But, you didn't have to quit. It's not easy to get there, You know it well-

Jungkook : How could I continue my study, knowing that I was sponsored by your company?!!

I accidentally raised my voice and my eyes getting watery.

So Hyun : Jungkook-ah ..

So Hyun : I-

Jungkook : Why are you doing that?

Jungkook : Did you feel pity for me?

Jungkook : Or did you feel guilty for lying to me?

Jungkook : Or did you feel guilty for leaving me?

Jungkook : Am I that pity for you?

Jungkook : Did you think that would make everything better?

I massage the bridge of my nose and let out a sigh.

So Hyun : I'm truly sorry ..

So Hyun : I didn't mean to do all of that.

So Hyun : I didn't mean to leave you with wounds.

So Hyun : I'm truly sorry.

She looks at me with tears in her eyes. I avert my gaze from her and bite my inner cheek.

Jungkook : After 5 years has passed, why would you ask for an apology now?

Jungkook : Everything already ended, So Hyun-ah ..

So Hyun : You know that I had no choice to leave you. I didn't even mean to end "us".

Jungkook : You can just forget everything ..

Jungkook : Because I already did it.

Jungkook : I already forget everything as you ask me to do.

So Hyun : That's right ..

So Hyun : I thought I could forget but, it isn't easy as I thought.

Jungkook : So Hyun-ah ..

Jungkook : Just stop.

Jungkook : Just leave if you are here to scratch my wounds.

Jungkook : I told you it was over.

Jungkook : You ruin everything.

So Hyun : I know it well but, I'm also a human being. Couldn't you give me a second chance?

Jungkook : I regret nothing as I walked out of your forest where I dragged my heart so violently.

So Hyun : Why?

The tone on her voice changed.

So Hyun : Is it because of that girl? Yoo Ah Ra?

I look at her as she said her name.

Jungkook : How did you know her?

So Hyun : Is that matter now?

Jungkook : Didn't you remember?

Jungkook : You are the one who left.

Jungkook : Everything is different now.

I stand up and about to leave her.

So Hyun : You idiot.

So Hyun : You don't even know anything. Totally blinded by love.

Her tears fall again and she stands up facing me.

So Hyun : I come because I didn't want you to get hurt again!

Jungkook : It's always my fault, right?

Jungkook : So Hyun-ah ..

Jungkook : All of the time you left, I learned to be alone because not everyone will stay.

Jungkook : It's sad how you told me the last time we have a conversation that 'I deserve better'.

Jungkook : You told me that I deserve better but you didn't even love me enough to be better.

Jungkook : But .. It's okay ..

Jungkook : Not everyone you lose is a loss.

Jungkook : And yes.

Jungkook : Heartbreak changes me and you were my biggest heartbreak.

Jungkook : I felt too much back then, that I started to feel nothing since you decide to bid your farewell.

I turn around and start walking, leaving her behind.

So Hyun : Mr. Yoo Man Soo, 51 years old, a drinker, make an illegal loan and now was comma in Seoul Hospital.

I stop walking as I heard her.

So Hyun : Mrs. Kang Hyo Ri, died in an accident 12 years ago.

So Hyun : Yoo Ah Ra, 22 years old, a stranger that live with you.

So Hyun : Just seriously, what are you doing?!

So Hyun : Are you stupid to figure everything?!

I turn around and saw her crying.

Jungkook : What are you talking about?

So Hyun : To make it fair, leave her.

Jungkook : What?!

So Hyun : If you really love her, leave her.

So Hyun : I'm only giving you one chance.