ℕ𝕆𝕋ℍ𝕀ℕ𝔾 𝕄𝕆ℝ𝔼 - 𝔽𝕀ℕℕ 𝕎𝕆𝕃𝔽ℍ𝔸ℝ𝔻

1 -last day

Today's the last day of the school year. I'm finally leaving!! Junior year was great but I'm excited for summer! Me and Rachel are gonna have so much fun this summer. We've been best friends since 1st grade. Me and Rachel are practically sisters, she's been through so much with me. For example, she's been there when my mom died, through all my dads alcoholic behavior, and so much more. We've never been in a huge fight about anything, but we do have some occasional arguments. In case you're wondering yes my mom died. She had a heart attack one day, all out of the blue. My dad was with her and he has horrible PTSD from it, which led to him coping with alcohol. Which also didn't help anyone, even though he seems to think it does. He has tantrums sometimes and takes it out on me for not being there to help them. Has he hit me before? Well, yes. He gets very aggressive when he's drunk because he always is thinking about her and it makes him mad. My brother usually helps. My brother is a Senior. He has always been my best friend. He was really close to my mom so it was really hard for him when she died (she died 3 years ago).

I got up out of bed at 5:00am. My school started at 7:30am so I wanted to have time to get ready so I could look cute on the last day. I walked into Andrews room. "Wake up faggot!" I yelled while pulling his blankets off him. "Morgan do you HAVVEEE to wake me up as kind as you do?" He said with his sleepy voice. "Mhm now get up!" I walked out of the room and went back to mine to get dressed.

This is the outfit that I wore. (yes the main characters name is Morgan btw and I'm going to be presenting Morgan with Lily Chee's pictures because I think she's so beautiful and yeah.)

I'm not gonna lie I was feeling myself for the first time in a long time. I went to the kitchen and grabbed myself a bowl of Cheerios on my way there guess who I saw passed out on the couch, my dad. I ignored it since he's usually still passed out when I leave for school. I ate my Cheerios and watched a little bit of Shameless. "Andrew, I'm leaving love you!!" I said. I put my bowl in the sink and grabbed my backpack. I've been babysitting for a long ass time and I finally got enough money for a car. Nothing fancy of course. (I literally don't know any names of cars so sorry just imagine a decent car). I got in my car and picked up Rachel. "HEY GIRLLLLL!" I said as she hopped in my car. And damn she looked hot as always (No homo). "HEY BUBBA I MISSED YOU!" She said following with a hug. "I KNOW RIGHT I HAVENT SEEN YOU IN HOURS!" We both laughed and drove to school.

This is what Rachel wore. (I'm using Mackenzie's pictures for Rachel) "You ready?" Rachel said. "Hhm- oh y-yeah." We grabbed our things and headed inside. All of my classes were fun we basically just got to talk and do whatever since it was the last day. At lunch I sat with Rachel and her boyfriend Carter. I didn't personally like Carter because he seemed toxic to me and I always was suspicious of him but Rachel seems to really be into him so I put up with him. My mind started drifting off when I started thinking about ways I could make my dad pay attention to me for once. Then I thought of it. "Guys, I need a boyfriend." I said without stuttering. Rachel pulled her attention off Carter and looked at me right away. "Why do you say that?" I thought of what I should say even though I knew I had a reason. "Um-well, I dunno I just kinda want one. Ya know." I lied. Obviously I don't just 'want one' I mean, don't get me wrong I do but I had a reason. "Okay then go on tinder or something." I rolled my eyes.

School finished and I was still thinking about a boyfriend I really think that my dad would pay attention to me if I had a boyfriend. And plus maybe he could help me if my dad tried to hit me again. Rachel rode home with Carter so I rode him alone. When I got home I got my laptop out and contemplated whether I really should try to find a boyfriend or not. I decided I should so I went on findaboyfriend.com and looked for one on there. I scrolled for a while and couldn't find any cute or interesting ones. I scrolled for about 10 minutes until I finally found someone. Finn. 17, lived in the Bay Area, and apparently is a skater boy. Okay, seems good. Plus skater boys are the move. He is so cute. I clicked the check to add him and a few seconds later he added me back. "YES!" I squealed. I went straight to messaging him.

Finn

Hey Finn I'm Morgan!! How are you?!

Hey I'm great! Thanks for adding me! What do you look like if you'll allow me to see.

oh my god he is literally so cute and polite

Yea sure I'll show you give me one second!

Okay perfect!

Wow you are fucking gorgeous!

Oh my gosh thank you you're not too bad yourself.

Like literally I've never seen someone so gorgeous!

Oh my gosh I'm blushing so hard

I hoped you would be.

Im literally blushing my fucking cheeks off

So what's your name? Tell me about you.

Well my name is Morgan, I'm 17, and I'm from the Bay Area.

Really I'm 17 and from the Bay Area too! Would you maybe want to go out sometime?

YES YES YES

Yeah sure that's cool, when?

Would you want to go tomorrow at like 3?

Yeah that sounds great where should we go?

Wherever you want babygirl.

Oh my god he just called me babygirl JEISJDNDISI

Okay well then let's get Chinese.

Perfect, should I pick you up?

That's fine! Here's my address *address*

Great see you then!

Bye!!

*Convo ends*

Oh my fucking god I can't believe I'm going on a date! I can't. Shit. Im so stupid. I started thinking and I don't want any issues in my life, what if he's abusive like my dad. I don't want a boyfriend, I just want my dad to love me.

A/N - HEY GUYS!! HOW DID YOU LIKE CHAPTER 1!? I THINK I DID ALRIGHT! LET ME KNOW WHAT YOU THINK! IM EXCITED FOR CHAPTER 2 IT'LL BE OUT LATER TODAY OR WITHIN THE NEXT COUPLE DAYS! LOVE YOU GUYS!!