I Had Everything,Gave It To You, And Am Left With Nothing
Wrist goes numb, body weak, Why cant you understand?
Listen to me scream, Taste the blood streaming onto my hand.
i should be the only one.
I could do this for life, if only i could die more than once, it is so much fun.
I fall to feel the cold,hard,floor.
Body numb, throat sore.
Wish i could have gotten that last bottle down,
but i did not and could not so i sigh with a frown.
Should have made some extra time to write you a note,
But you dont even deserve a good-bye in ink.
For a good-bye you can look at my crimson wrist and throat.
Now tell me what you feel,what you think.
Guess what I aint their to listen to you yell,
For you to make me take the blame.
For you to talk about alchohol and drugs,
To cry because you make me feel your pain.
I wont be their to hold you if you go insane, go on a rapage and shake.
To move hair from your face and pray to God you wake.
Im not their for you to damage, you cant mess with my mind...
i have my heart, my life, every second of my time.
You even came before my own smile, before my own breath..
I gave you all i had and was left with nothing left...
You blames me for the things i hadnt even done...
told me it was my fault when u picked up a knife or gun.
12 on that day, was that all you plan,
for me to smile and let the blade drop from my hand..
well once again it did not work..
I still cut, and it still huirt...
I forgive because thats the type of heart i have..
Put the gun to my head... I will still laugh my pretty laugh
