it has been a week and I am finally ready to go back to social media and get normal again. I've been trying to eat as much as I can but most of the time I just throw the food out when avani isn't looking. I know it's bad but I'm just not hungry and when I force myself I just throw it back up. I need to tell her but she will just go all protective again.
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kylah.williams - IM BACK BITCHES 📸 - avani
COMMENTS- avani- FINALLY charlidamelio- love you addisonrae- bby you look hawt user- yay hater- she looks really skinny hater- is she gonna eat user- I'm not hungry anymore user- omg she is so skinny ew
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avani- don't listen to the comments you look amazing I'm going to sway wanna come you- yeah sure
me and avani drove over to sway we got there and straight away I was hugged
you: guys I can't breath Everyone: oops avani- lets go in the pool everyone- yeah
you didn't want to go in the pool because you were now really insecure about all the comments you decided to just sit on the side and watch.
Everyone was now swimming but I just sat in the chair still in my clothes. Suddenly jaden came up to me
jaden: are you gonna get in you: uhh not today Jaden- why it's so hot and everyone is in come on you: no I just don't really feel well it's fine jaden- ok don't blame me if you get hot you: I won't
Jaden got back in the pool and you just sat on your phone after an hour or so you went inside and sat on the couch. a bit more time passed and everyone decided to come inside and order some food.
Bryce: let's get pizza everyone: YESSSS
the pizza finally came but you obviously didn't feel like eating everyone was eating and talking around you so you had to eat. You forced it down and then a few minutes later excused yourself to go to the bathroom. You finally got there and started to throw up but when you started jaden came in.
Jaden: we are ab- wait kylah are you ok you: oh shit Um yeah I'm fine Jaden: I'm getting avani you: no ple-
it was too late avani came running in and everyone was behind her.
you: fuck You whispered under your breath
avani: are you throwing up your food you barely ate any are you ok she said closing the fire so it wa shuts the two of us you: yes I didn't tell you I wasn't eating I would just throw out the food but here I had to force it down and i just felt sick I'm sorry avani: it's ok but you need to tell me so I can help. Let's get you cleaned up You: ok
you cleaned up and cleaned the toilet you went back to the lounge room and sat next to avani on the end of the couch. Everyone was eating around you but you didn't feel like it. you and avani finally decided to go back to your apartment and as soon as you got there you fell straight asleep.
