𝐀𝐋𝐋𝐔𝐑𝐄 | 𝐓𝐇

2

"I miss you." I sighed as I played with my gold necklace and then fixed it neatly around my
neck.

I quickly looked at my appearance in the full body mirror that I had balancing in the corner of my
room. I have to admit, I didn't look bad compared
to my lazy efforts during summer. Which only
consisted of sweatpants, t-shirts twice my
size, and a bare face.

I was wearing black skinny jeans cuffed at the bottom and a regular black tank top. Basic. It didn't matter though. I was tired of looking gross all the time. Plus, I didn't like to draw a lot of attention to myself.

My makeup looked decent. It wasn't a lot, but I
was semi confident. My dark, straight hair strung down my shoulders ending near my waist. It had been a while since I had gotten this ready.

Since I had felt this good.

I made sure I always had on my gold necklace that had a small cross attached to the thin chain. It
made me have a sense of security. Jungkook had
given it to me a couple weeks before I found him
with that other girl.

Even then I believed he was my guardian angel. Having it on at all times just made me feel like I never lost him.

I had planned on going out today but the more
time passed, the more I felt like staying in. I wouldn't be able to stand it if I ran into someone familiar. I didn't want to be seen. I didn't want to
be heard. Seeing Tae in that theater with his girlfriend was enough to make me go into hiding.

Incheon had 3 million residents. Still, it wasn't
hard to run into your friends or family members.
The city was thriving due to booming tourism. The nightlife was insane. The only thing that lacked was privacy and space.

So I shall stay in my cozy one bedroom apartment.

I didn't live with Taehyung anymore and I didn't work at Bighit Entertainment. I quit. I couldn't
stand working alongside Jimin anymore. Seeing his face always brought me back to last year. Disappointing Jungkook with my actions.

Although I didn't work at Bighit anymore, I still visited. I missed the guys every now and then. It
was also an excuse to see Tae. Ever since I didn't
live with him, our friendship seemed distant. He spent more time with his girlfriend which eventually led me to finding Seulgi. I needed someone and she happened to be that person. If Tae wasn't gonna be there, I had to get used to it and find someone new.

Still, our friendship and bond could never be replaced.

Thinking of him alone made me want to go to the building. Maybe it was time to tell him how I felt.

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I'M SORRY FOR THE SHORT CHAPTER, KINDA HAVING WRITERS BLOCK BUT I'LL TRY TO UPDATE A LOT MORE THIS WEEK!!

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