adopted by jake fuller

wow!

before you drift to sleep you hear his phone go off and he goes to the hall but you can still hear him he said " yes i know i really do love her as a daughter of course but i dont know if im ready to tell her yet but i will one day i promise" what could that be about what was he hiding that was so bad he could not tell me i am his daughter but what could it be about everything was fine till this is he a killer? As he walks in the room you pretend to be asleep so he does not ask if you heard him and have to tell him you did. You deside not to worry to much about it, it will only make you go crazy.as you drift to a dreamless sleep you feel at ease now.

" Wake up WAKE UP " 

you hear jake yell at you you jolt up to see what he wants and he said " come down stars i have a surprise person" you look at him weird and look at yourself in the  mirror and just say " i look a mess you better be glade i love you" he just giggles and runs down stairs and you see sam and colby you look at them and just just get in a ball and start crying. jake starts to come over to you and you just look at him and say "thank you " you jsut smiles you get up and hug them " omg thank you so much i love you guys so much you guys and jake have saved me through so much i just this i so cool and every time i was ever sad angry or upset i would watch you guys so i could not do something i regret and thank you because you really saved me!" they just hug so for a good minute and just laugh and smile and then they say " its ok you will be seeing us a lot"

you pause

you look at jake 

and say

" what does that mean?"

he just giggles and said " meet your neighbors" 

your mouth drops to the floor and just just jump with joy and happiness  you dont really know what to do but you deside to stop fan girling over them so you say " so what are we going to do today " jake looks at you and said " well they are having a part tonight do you want to go?" you smile and nod and you run up stares to get ready

then your make up

then your shoes

then you run down stairs and say " ok im ready are you father?" jake looks at you and said " no you are not where is your clothes?" you smile and say " on my body problem?" he looks at you and said " yes problem but im cool so lets just go" you just smile and have this sinsation so what if you dont look good in the dress what if people dont like you if you wear this dress and ever " what if " comes flooding in your mind and you just start crying letting the tears flow you see jake and you hear him but it is just muffled you dont care all you can think about is bad thoughts then a flash back

tw

flashback

"you dumb bitch know on will love you at all because your so ugly and fat just go and go far and i hope you die on the way you little fuck!"  i am miserable my life it dose not  work nothing can fix that drugs,food,booze not even magic people ask what is wrong with me i say " too much too much is wrong with me!" but you know im fine nothing is wrong with me i will always be fine but fine is rock bottom but there will be no going up for me im stuck with a thousand  boulders on top of me and it will always be like that. im screaming but know one can hear.

end of flashback

next thing you know you are in your bed all you hear is " is she ok?"  "will she be ok?" next thing you know is a loud bang.............