adopted by jake fuller

i see it!

till you saw him the abuser the one that hurts, kill, shows no emotion at all, like me and i am like him his own his everything. Ring in hand, him looking at me like he had never seen me but still it is scary to think at one point in my life i was locked in the basement in his home scared to even move a toe scared he would hear me. i was starving and exhausted for what felt like fit was going to be forever but still i am hear now and i can't run or even move at all, all i see is the memory's. Meanwhile he is walking towards me i see Jake in a memory. JAKE. I start to run and fast to. i start to see the gate of the house and it starts opening like it knew i was right there but i was just Jake and the boys coming out i run past then motioning for them to get in and close the gate i had lost him i just did not want him searching for me. When they get inside i explain everything to them. Sam teary eyed and the rest shell shocked at the fact that i had to go through that as a child but still a teen. Them not saying anything me still having adrenaline rushing through my veins and me scared to turn around because of the fact i think he will be standing right behind me ready to torture, scare, fight, kill. Why? Because he is my father. Scared to tell jake because i dont know if he took the diamond is that why he was on the phone. I feel so distant from everything i fell as if im drifting, like i am just a thing not a person anymore. 

SKIP TO 2am

I cant sleep, eat, think straight, or look at myself in the mirror. i cant touch my skin without gagging at the fact my own father would do something such a rape his own child and try to kill his own daughter. Why me of all people i cant take it anymore. 

i stand up looking at the sealing a rope and a chair in the corner i wrap the rope around by neck

BANG!

the door bursts open only for me to see jake all i can do is burst into tears because i was about to do something i promised myself i would never do. commit suicide . wow. the fact i was that close to doing that and once again jake has saved my life but this time he knows it.  

him running towards me and picking me up in his strong arms and caring  me to my bed and putting his arms around me and just being there for me it felt amazing.

is this what a real father feels like i cant wait to grow up with someone like this.

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sorry i have been gone for so long i needed time for me and try to become a better writer for you guys im real sorry