It's hard....

Disney land and more!

I woke up at 10 in the morning then I went to Matts room and tried to wake him up I jumped on his bed played with his eyes and then I got a bowl of ice cold water and poured it on him. He jumped up and screamed CAROLINE ESPINOSA!! I ran to my room and locked it but he had a key and opened the door and he started tickling me then I pushed him off of the bed and he told me we were going to Disney land today. I asked who are we going with he said with the magcon boys and Madison beer I groaned when I heard Madison he just glared at me. I took a quick shower then I blow dried my hair and brushed it and put it in a messy bun and put on a yellow crop top and light pink converse and white high waisted shorts. Then I did my makeup (the outfit and makeup and hair is in the top or side.) Then I ate cereal and brushed my teeth. Then I went to Matts room and he was ready. So we all went to Nash and Cams house and everybody was there. We rode to Disneyland in 2 cars. One car was Madison,Jack and Jack,Cameron,Matt,Nash,Shawn.
2nd Car Hayes,Taylor,Aaron,Sammy,Skate,Dillon,Me,Carter.
Taylor drove and Dillion was in the passenger seat then in the middle seats were Sammy,Skate,Aaron and in the back was Hayes Carter and
I. It was a one hour drive so it would be a long one. While the others were talking I was on my phone when I got a Dm from the school cheerleader it said You should go kill your self I just closed my phone and had tears forming in my eyes. I wiped them away and started talking with Hayes we talked about school and normal things. We got to disney and we met up with the others and of course I was left behind I rode some rides by my self and when it was 10:00 it was closing so I called Matt and he answered I asked him where were they he said "waiting for you at the entrance" I walked to the entrance and Matt asked "why weren't you with us" I said "Will you guys did leave me behind" he said "We didn't want to be with you" I teared up and screamed "nobody ever does I feel like a piece of shit" they just left I just wanna go back home. I called a über and told him to go to the nearest hotel I had a about 300 dollars my mom gave to me. I paid the uber and got a room for a night. I called my mom and told her everything and asked if I could go back home she told me they were in Hawaii for 2 weeks I asked if I could say with Kristen she said she would talk to her I told her I loved her and put my phone to charge and went cried myself to sleep.

I know Matt or the boys won't do this but I just needed drama. Bye✌️