It's hard....

Leaving?!

Caroline's Pov
I woke up in the morning in the hotel room I took a quick shower then blow dried my hair. It was 12:00 and June 8 which was Hayes's birthday. I started to get my things together and checked out of the hotel. Then went to Starbucks got a vanilla beam and a cake pop. After I called a über and told him where I wanted to go which was Matt's house. After he dropped me off I paid him and walked in the house and their stood a angry Matt.

"CAROLINE ESPINOSA WHERE WERE YOU LAST NIGHT I WAS WORRIED" he yelled at me.

"YOU MADE ME FEEL LIKE A WORTHLESS PIECE OF SHIT AND YOUR ASKING ME WHERE I WENT." I yelled back

"Just go get ready for hayes's party it's at 6." He replied

I put on high waisted shorts with a crop top that says "it's your eyebrows not you" then I straighten my hair and put on black vans and did my make up. Went downstairs and we left to Nash and Cams apartment. It was a awkward silence so I started a conversation.

"I asked mom if I could go back to Virginia" I said.

"What did she say?" Matt replied

"She is in Hawaii for two weeks but I could stay with Kristen" I said back.

"Well it's your choice" matt replied.

"Do you even want me here?" I asked Matt.

"Sometimes but you can get a attitude and it gets annoying like at Disneyland" Matt said.

"Well if you know what I go through back home you would know why and you are not helping me through it" I said.

Then we got to the party and went inside. Of course Matt left me alone so I sat on the couch. Then I saw Hayes and told him Happy Birthday he just ignored me and left. I sat on the couch on Instagram. Then Madison came up to me and say some really hurtful things.

"Caroline your a worthless piece of shit go kill yourself Matt would be happy" Madison said.

I started crying I ran to Matt I told him what Madison said he asked Madison of she said that she said no. I glared at her and ran out of the house and whispered to myself "Maybe I should kill myself."

That's the end of chapter 5.❤️