Park Jimin : Imagines (On Hold)

Pregnant 2

'I'm pregnant'

The room went silent only the sound of the air outside could be heard

'Pregnant?'

The questionable face he had made me insecure and just want to disappear

I nodded

'Did you take a test or did you see a doctor?'

'I took a test earlier this morning.'

I was stuttering and my hands were shaking how he looked at me with a serious face made want to break down crying again.

'please do me a favor and go take another one.'

His sat down on the bed the smiley Jimin that was here just a minute ago seemed to be disappearing and only his really serious self is here

I stood up and went to the bathroom

As I was taking it I hoped for it to just be negative somehow we are not ready for a baby and I know it.

But the world seemed to go against me with a positive sign on the test.

I took another one still positive,

I couldn't hold it anymore remembering how Jimin looked at me outside.

I broke down thinking about the worst thing the could happen I was shaking and afraid

He knocked on the door

'please let me in.'

I didn't answer I had no power I just was afraid really afraid I don't wanna bring a poor child into this world and make him live a life with no father.

'please open the door baby please.'

I unlocked the door and was instantly faced with a worried faced Jimin

He layed on the floor down with me probably understanding from my visible tears that it's positive

'don't cry there's no reason to cry.'

'how jimin how?' I was getting angry

'I am not ready to be a mom and you are always busy, how am I gonna deal with this and I can't go for abortion I just can't.'

I started crying again

'look at me please, you know how much I love kids right? We can learn okay we can read about it and know how to raise a kid there's a lot of books out there that can teach us right ?'

'still wouldn't it be hard?'

'nothing good ever comes easy, we will become parents this isn't something to cry on.'

He started smiling at me

'I am actually really happy I wish we planned it beforehand but it's still okay I will become a dad isn't that exciting.'

He was now with a fully smiling face and a few tears falling

'why are you crying then?'

'these are tears of happiness.'

He took me in his arms I could feel how happy he was I don't understand how did I even think he will leave me

He kissed my forehead and then went down to my belly giving it a small peck

'whether you were a boy or girl I promise to always be here for you and your beautiful mother.'

I smiled widely at him

He looked at me one last time before putting his lips on mine

Maybe parenthood is never going to be easy but I will make sure to enjoy it fully with you.