request by :- Jacksoncutie
genre : fluff and angst
ship : ot6 x jackson——;
all six of them are talking in the living room,chilling and resting after the whole day after practice. jackson,who was very tired and wanted to slip,he just wanted to go inside his room and be little all he wants but he couldn't,not now.
"guys,what do you think about the whole littlespace thing?" yugyeom suddenly asked,making jackson panicked as no one except from mark knew about his little self.
"it exists? i thought it's only inside those fanfictions" bambam said,feeling shocked.
"it does,but not too many people had it" jaebeom said and jackson noticed mark was quiet the whole time,maybe he doesn't want to say anything.
"i guess it's fine? i don't know really,never met people who are littles" jinyoung said.
jackson stared at his hands,not knowing how to feel. he heard those laughters and he felt so hopeless. he wanted to slip so bad,so he stared at mark and nodded with his red eyes.
"g-guys,i think i'll rest now? i h-have some work to do tomorrow" jackson said,getting up,not looking at any of them.
mark followed him to the room,locking it after going inside.
"jackie? you okay?" mark asked,caressing jackson's cheeks.
"m-markie,j-jackie wan' sweep awnd cw-cwuddles" jackson said,rubbing his teary eyes as he looked at his best friend who he has feelings for. same goes to the rest of his bandmates,he liked them and haven't had the chance to confess yet.
"how about jackie lay down and markie will come after he changes?" mark offered,ruffling jackson's hair.
"m-markie fast" jackson said,already laying on the bed while hugging his plushies.
"markie here,baby" mark said,getting inside the blanket with jackson,pulling him close.
"m-markie? i-is jwackie y-yuckies?" jackson asked,feeling small.
mark knew what yuckies means,it means 'disgusting' in jackson's baby language. he never understood why he never told the others that he's a little,but he decided to respect jackson's decision.
"no! jackie is not yuckies,okay?" mark reassures,playing with jackson's soft hair.
jackson hummed softly,laying his head on mark's chest,sleeping with a small soft smile on his face.
——;
the next few days is not going well for jackson,he kept on pushing away the thought of wanting to slip because he thought the others would make fun of him.