CHAPTER 9

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SANGWOO'S POV
I wake up by someone pulling my blanket, I'm about to hit him hard but then I realized that he's my grandpa. What the hell does he think he's doing? I was sleeping, and it's just... *checks the time* 13:00pm?!

-Grandfather: Do you seriously think that I'm gonna allow you to stay all day here without doing anything?
-Sangwoo: Today I don't have therapy...
-Grandfather: So? Did someone tell you to stay inside your bed all day? Move your ass and do something productive!
-Sangwoo: Productive like... Leaving my country and being kidnapped?
-Grandfather: What are you-
-Sangwoo: (takes off your shirt) Do you see all this scars? Each of them mean each attempt of killing me... (chuckles) You think about it, I've been near to die plenty of times...
-Grandfather: Colonel-
-Sangwoo: (sighs) Don't even call me like that again... I'm tired of following your orders, I don't understand how someone can risk his own grandson's life like that...
-Grandfather: That's the soldier's duty...
-Sangwoo: Always with that shit! (pissed grabs your shirt and head to the bathroom)

I'm tired. I don't want to follow anyone's orders... I need to escape, if not, someone will try to kill me again. And if someone wants to kill me, I'll kill him first.

CHAEYOUNG'S POV

Me: Yeah mom, how are you doing?
Mom: Doing fine, actually I was heading to the garden. Some friends are coming today. How about you, dear?
Me: I'm doing fine, although I could be much better... (chuckles) Mom, I was wondering... Can you take care of Doyeon next Monday?
Mom: Are you having a hard schedule again?
Me: Yeah, we are visiting the military service again...
Mom: Then bring Doyeon home, dad will be happy to have someone to entertain him (chuckles)
Me: Awesome, then I'll drop him over Sunday...
Mom: Sure
Me: See you soon mom.
Mom: Yeah, take care dear (hangs up)

It is done. Doyeon will be with my mother while I work and talk with Sangwoo's oppa brother. I can't belive that I'm back at talking about him... I'm really happy that he's back.

-Time skip until Monday-

-Jihyo: This has been Twice, I hope you had a nice time that will help you to keep on going! Fighting! (smiles and bows)

We then go off stage and while the members are taking a rest, I look around for Sangwoo's brother. I wonder where is him... I better ask.

-Chaeyoung: Sorry, I'm looking for Han Sangjoon... Where can I find him? (smiles)
-Man: The sergeant?
-Chaeyoung: (nods)
-Man: He's over that tent... (points to a tent)
-Chaeyoung: Okay, thanks (smiles)

I rush towards the tent indicated and once I arrive, I hesitate whether I should enter or not. I mean, he used to be my brother in law... But now the situation is kinda complicated.

-Chaeyoung: Can I come in?
-Sangjoon: Who is it?
-Chaeyoung: It's me, Chaeyoung... (smiles)
-Sangjoon: Oh noona! (smiles) Of course, come in please (bows)
-Chaeyoung: Thanks (smiles and enters) So, how have you been? Is it hard being a soldier? What am I even asking... I know its hard. Sorry, Sangjoonie...
-Sangjoon: (smiles) How about you, noona?
-Chaeyoung: Well, I would say great except for the fact that... I think that I bumped into your brother (sighs and takes a seat) I know, I know, you are gonna tell me that it is impossible, and that we have even visited his tomb... But I saw him, I would never forget those eyes... I saw him...
-Sangjoon: It was probably him,then...
-Chaeyoung: Then, he's really alive and back?!
-Sangjoon: Yeah well, he was kidnapped, you know? He has been tortured with horrible things... I saw him once, he has plenty of scars... I don't want to even imagine everything he has gone through. However, he got to escape, but by the time he made it, it was too late. He's not the man he used to be, he's crazy... He won the war alone, ALONE!
-Chaeyoung: My Sangwoo... (looks down)
-Sangjoon: And that's not all, apparently he started shooting to our soldiers too... He was totally out of control, that's why they sent him back to Seoul, and now he's attending to therapies... (sighs and smiles) I have faith that he'll return back to normal one day...
-Chaeyoung: I didn't know... All I knew was that he forgot about me and that he became someone different... (sighs) I want Sangwoo oppa back...
-Sangjoon: That won't be possible until he gets over his thanatophobia...
-Chaeyoung: What is that?
-Sangjoon: Fear of dying... He can panic, have anxiety, sweat, have a weird heartbeat... (sighs) That's why he attends the therapies.
-Chaeyoung: Sangjoonie, do you think that there's a chance for me to help?
-Sangjoon: Why do you want to help him? I thought that you broke up...
-Chaeyoung: It's not like we actually broke up... I just thought that I lost him...
-Sangjoon: Do you still love him? (smiles)
-Chaeyoung: I do. I mean, he's the father of my son, how wouldn't I? But I don't know if it's actually romance... (looks down) I need to be with him, and we'll see what happens... (srughs)
-Sangjoon: Thanks, really. (smiles and hands you a card) This is where Sangwoo goes... Talk with his psychologist (smiles)
-Chaeyoung: Thanks Sangjoonie, good luck here! Fighting! (smiles)
-Sangjoon: You too! Fighting! (smiles and waves)

I then return with the members, and head back to the dorm. I didn't know that oppa suffered this much, I definitely will do my best to help him.

SANGWOO'S POV

-Jordan: Sir, you need to eat... You've been three days without eating...
-Sangwoo: I won't do such thing, you'll try to kill me! I'm sure that you poisoned the food because my grandfather ordered you to... (laughs)I won't fall for your tricks...
-Jordan: Sir, you need to eat, or else you'll really collapse...
-Sangwoo: I'll prepare the food by myself... I don't trust anyone. Someone could kill me. I need to be alert...

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