BULLET TO THE HEART- Chaeyoung x Male Reader

CHAPTER 11

SANGWOO'S POV
-Time skip to the next day-

Here we go again. I head to my psychologist's room and she makes me take a seat. She then, with a fake smile plastered on her face, offers me tea. Not even kidding, who knows what did she add to it...

-Taeyeon: Okay, okay, judging by the look on your face you don't want it... (smiles) Well, how have you been?
-Sangwoo: The same... I still don't understand why am I here... (sighs)
-Taeyeon: You know why. Deep inside you, you know that you are not okay... (smiles) You need to go back to your usual you...
-Sangwoo:My usual me? This is how I have always been...
-Taeyeon: That's not true, and you know why? (smiles) That's because someone who knows you really good came today to help you. She told me that you are someone totally different...
-Sangwoo: (serious) Who came? My father, grandfather? I don't want to see them...
-Taeyeon: None of those options... (smiles) Please, come inside...

Then, a girl enters the room... I know her, she's the girl who approached me that day saying something about being a girlfriend.

-Taeyeon: Do you know her, Sangwoo?
-Sangwoo: She approached me the other day... But she was saying nonsense...
-Chaeyoung: Ouch, that hurted... (smiles)
-Taeyeon: Take a seat, please (smiles) Do you want some tea?
-Chaeyoung: Yes, please (smiles)

Is she really going to take the offer of a stranger? Guess she's not aware of the risks she's taking right now... But who cares, not everyone is as cautious as I am...

-Chaeyoung: (sips it) Hmm, it tastes really good... (smiles)
-Taeyeon: Right? (chuckles)
-Chaeyoung: (looks at your smiling) Do you want some too, oppa? As you can see, there's no danger... I'm okay.
-Sangwoo: Maybe your mug is not poisoned, but I don't know about mine... (serious)
-Chaeyoung: (offers you her mug) You can take mine... It has nothing weird, just tea (smiles)
-Sangwoo: (hesitating)
-Chaeyoung: (smiles) C'mon~ Drink it while it is hot...
-Sangwoo: (sighs and takes the mug) Thanks... (sips the tea)
-Taeyeon: Hmm, Sangwoo I'm offended, you don't take the tea that I offered you, but you take the one that a stranger offers? (acting) Maybe she's not a stranger? (smiles)
-Sangwoo: (checks Chaeyoung) No, she is... I dont know her.
-Taeyeon: Then, why did you take her mug?
-Sangwoo: She tested the tea before and nothing happened to her. I also controlled each of her movements, and she didn't add anything to it... It was totally safe...
-Taeyeon: Chaeyoung is someone really reliable, right? (smiles)
-Sangwoo: I don't know...
-Chaeyoung: Oppa, I will never do anything that could hurt you (smiles)
-Sangwoo: You can't promise that to someone that you just met...
-Chaeyoung: But I know you from quite long already (smiles) You, you are my first love... You know?
-Sangwoo: Uh... This girl needs therapy as well... She's talking nonsense.
-Chaeyoung: Hmm... Test me, then. I'll prove you that I know you really well (smiles)
-Sangwoo: Hmm... Full name.
-Chaeyoung: Han Sangwoo (smiles)
-Sangwoo: Birthday
-Chaeyoung: 15th August (smiles)
-Sangwoo: U-Uh... Brother or sister.
-Chaeyoung: You don't have a sister, just a younger brother, Sangjoonie (chuckles) You were the colonel, you were in charge of the new people joining the military service. Your favourite color is green. You would like to have a cat. Your dream was to form a family and live happily (smiles) I can keep on going, you know?
-Sangwoo: (shocked) You... Who are you? Why do you know that many things about me?
-Chaeyoung: I told you, we were dating until you left for that war... (sighs) You know, we loved each other more than anything in this world... I would like to go back in time and make you remember me...
-Sangwoo:... (looks down)
-Taeyeon: What's wrong, Sangwoo? (smiles)
-Sangwoo: This girl doesn't seem to be lying... (sighs)
-Taeyeon: (smiles) So?
-Sangwoo: I feel guilty, cause if that's true, I'm probably hurting her right now...
-Taeyeon: Hmm, are you getting soft because of her? (smirks) Interesting...
-Sangwoo: It's not that!
-Chaeyoung: (grabs your arm) It's okay, I trust you (smiles) I'm sure that you will go back to normal...
-Sangwoo: You still trust me? I'm someone different now... Like a stranger...
-Chaeyoung: We can start over again in order to trust each other again, what do you think? (smiles)
-Sangwoo: I... I can't trust anyone...
-Chaeyoung: You'll trust me one day, don't worry. Step by step, oppa (smiles widely)
-Sangwoo: Uh (sighs) Okay... I mean, I need to try... (smiles)
-Chaeyoung: (smiles) Awesome...
-Taeyeon: Well, guess that from now on, it'll be the two of you here... (smiles)
-Sangwoo: Guess so.

We then get up and leave the room, once we are outside, I spot a black van and someone calling for Chaeyoung. Is that her relative or something? Cause they don't look alike...

-Chaeyoung: I need to go, oppa (smiles)
-Sangwoo: Sure, your relative is waiting for you, Chaeyoung-ssi... (smiles)
-Chaeyoung: Oppa, she's my manager... I need to go to my company in order to practice (smiles) I'm an idol, you know? Son Chaeyoung of Twice... If you are interested... Uh, you can search for us, maybe you'll remember something.
-Sangwoo: I'll do it (smiles)

I wait until the van leaves, to start walking back to my grandfather's house. I guess that I'll need to give it a try... Why did I only forget about her? I remember the rest... And I don't know why, but every time I look at her, I feel like I forgot about the most important person in my life. That makes my chest ache.

I'll definitely try my best to remember Son Chaeyoung. I'm not asking for returning back to date her, cause she may have someone else now. All I want is to remember those important memories... I want to be back to myself.

I don't want to live with this fear of dying... I need to go back to mu senses. I want to be back at the military service. That's all I want, I want my life back.