Underdog

Goodbye

I walked into my room in a daze, I should have made sure, I should have double checked. That poor boy would possibly have me tearing rouges apart stuck in his head. I was stupid I shouldn’t have been so stupid, stupid, stupid. I punched the wall angrily. I couldn’t exactly remember what happened after he told me that. I sorta shut everything down. ‘I forgot to shut my ears,’ how could I be so fucking stupid, I punched the wall, stupid, punch, stupid, punch, stupid. Knock on the door. I turned around just in time to see Alpha. 

“Takoda,” he greeted I bowed my head, “so I heard what you did,”

“I am so sorry Alpha, I forgot to make sure, I was being a bit of a show off, god I feel like such an idiot,” I sat down and put my head into my hands. I felt a hand on my shoulder.

“What are you sorry for,” he asked, his voice sounded confused.

“I forgot to make sure the boy’s ears where covered, he heard me tear apart the rouges, he heard me kill people,” I whimpered into my hands.

“I was going to congratulate you for saving the boy, and for defending the women and children when the rouges where attacking the cellar, when did that happen,”

“The rouges at the cellar,” I muttered. 

“Well no one said anything that you did, the boy just said that you protected him from bad guys and made him close his eyes twice,” alpha sat next to me, “you didn’t do anything wrong, Takoda, please don’t beat your self up to much about it,” he patted my shoulder.

“Why did you come to my room earlier, with Tanner, before the rouge attacks,” I suddenly asked, it was kinda baffling higher up pack members usually never        entered the third floor of the pack house. I looked over at him, his face had fallen.

“I know you didn’t do it, you wouldn’t have,” he said, not quite answering my question.

“What didn’t I do,”

“Beth said you tried to be with her,” he said looking my face over, I looked at him with total confusion.

“She lied to you and Tanner,” I asked, “I would never do something like that to my future luna, I wouldn’t do anything to disgrace the pack,” I told him.

“I know that is why I was trying to calm Tanner down, he is better, but he doesn’t exactly have the right mind at the moment, he found a girl he wants to make his, she said she would think about it,” Alpha sighed.

“Who is she,”

“An unmated female, she just found her mate, she wouldn’t say his name just that he was an omega and that he was different, she said she would have to speak to him,”

“She just found her mate,”

“Yes but then he had to go save a boy,” he looked at me, “and then when he returned he seamed to be in a dais, looking at the boy with said regret filled eyes, then when the pack warriors opened the doors my son saw her and instantly knew that she would be the perfect luna,” he looked at me, “she’s your mate isn’t she,” all I could do was nod, “and your deciding if you will give up your own happiness for the protection of the pack?” he questioned I shook my head, he looked at me confused.