Haneul a girl who named herself eccedentiast,she just hope that she's dead by now and doesn't have to face present life.No one know why until...
P.S this is based on a real story of my life but i don't have a lover i'm a loner,yea.(12.11)-i got a bo...
Word count : 1539 Finally,the school has ended.you walk to your locker to put all the book back,your start walking toward the school gate but suddenly remember that you have to wait for mingyu. "Haneul-a"someone grab your shoulder making you turn in surprise, "ya,kim mingyu don't do that i have a weak heart!"you said to him and pout. "I know i can see that"he said making you turn back and walk fast. 'Maybe he just different from some aspects'. "Ya,wait for me"you ignore him and keep walking,suddenly he pull you to his embrace. "I know that you're mad but look where you're going,if i'm not here you will be hit by a car and end up in hospital now"he's nagging."Sorry.."somehow you're taken back by his word,even if jisung say these things to you,you will just roll your eyes and walk off. "Now take me to your house,SAFELY"he bold the word safely,you just roll your eyes and start walking again.
[at your home] You open your door and see jisung watching tv. "When did you got home?"you ask "my teacher dismissed the class 10 minutes early"he answer while look at you with a weird face. "Hi,i-i'm kim mingyu.."mingyu said after getting a cold stare from jisung making him shiver. "New friend huh?" jisung said "not really,just starting to know him..he's new, bad at math,you now what next"she said making him giggle. "New student..you'll never rest i guess,i think that you'll be a teacher when you're growing up princess"jisung said. "I hope that I wouldn't be a teacher cause it hard,mingyu gaja"you said and pull mingyu hand guiding him to your room,jisung look a bit surprise.
Mingyu POV Why did her brother seem surprise,don't tell me it's his first time holding a boy hand(yes,mingyu) maybe yes cause she seem surprised when i pull her hand at the rooftop. Guess i'm lucky then.She open her bedroom door, her room is surround by blue and white thing,her wall is in sky blue,i guess it's her fav color. "You can sit at my study table, i'm going to change for a while"i nod then she went inside her bathroom.i went to her study table it have two chair, from what i heard just now she has been doing this a few times already,poor her she must be exhausted.After 10 minutes she come out of the bathroom wearing comfort clothes.she look like this:
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She look so cute in that.ahh what are you saying,you shouldn't think like that mingyu-ssi. "Should we start?"she ask,i just nod.After 30 minutes of studying,we take a break haneul look out of the window with a scared face.i look out and see that it's start to get dark. "Please don't rain.." she sighing.is she scared of rain,or a thunder?suddenly it start to rain heavily make haneul flinch and close her ears tightly.seolma..anxiety?haneul gasp and get up try to get into her bathroom but the sudden thunder stop her making her fall on floor.i got up and went to her,i want to help her but she push me and said"don't touch me!"where is the haneul that i just met..i gain my courage and i sit in front her"haneul-a,haneul-a its okay..i'm here" i place my hand above her hand on her ears,it's shaking,her hand are so cold.she look up at me and i smile, "why~why are you shaking this much?"i ask but she didn't answer me, instead she hug me tightly which make me surprise "I'm afraid,it's so loud"she said in a low voice. I put my hands on her ears, "it's alright i'm here okay?"i smile and put my head on hers. i can feel that she is still shivering.I never thought that haneul has this side of her,her smile shows that she was so happy all the time,her smile can make someone forget why are they crying or feel down, her smile can heal someone pain even though she is going through the worse situation.
Jisung POV I was preparing some evening snacks for haneul and that mingyu guy.i can't believe that haneul pull him to her room, she never touch any boy except me,but i can see that she's comfortable with him so i wouldn't be surprise if one he would be her best friend or her boyfriend.Suddenly it start to rain heavily,it was very loud and i know that it would bother haneul since she has anxiety.She didn't tell anyone about it but i know it just by how her react to certain things.i ran upstairs towards her room and hear her shouting"don't touch me!"which make me more worried, it sound like mingyu has a bad intention so i peek from her slightly open door and saw haneul sitting on the floor while mingyu sitting there in shock but he walk towards haneul and put his hands above her hand and said"haneul-a,haneul-a its okay..i'm here",she look up to him and he smile then asking what's wrong,haneul didn't answer him but hug him instead and said something but I couldn't hear her.I can feel like she's starting to feel comfortable with mingyu even they just met this morning but i know he's different from the guys at school.I'm happy to know that finally she can share her problems with someone now.i left two of them,go back to the kitchen.
No one POV 'Why do i felt so comfortable with him..I haven't hug someone other than emily before but his embrace making me feel better'.you break the hug put your hand on his hand,your hand is shaking. "The rain is about to stop..are you okay now?"mingyu ask with a worried face,you nod and remove his hand off your ear. You get up and walk towards your bathroom,before mingyu ask you close the door and lock it.you lean on the door slowly sliding yourself down,sitting on the floor.Your tears start to roll down your cheeks,you're getting worried and scared by nothing and start to think about your past making you even more hurt inside.you hear a knock and you know it's mingyu"haneul-a please open the door..I'm worried about you,if something bothering you tell me..you can trust me"mingyu said,his voice is soothing.you get up and open the door,mingyu gasp seeing you're crying,you walk past him and sit on your bed not uttering a word. Mingyu get on his knee in front of you wiping your tear. "Tell me,what's wrong?"he ask,you shake your head as you look at him. "It's okay if you're not ready to talk about it but remember that i'm always here by your side okay?" Mingyu said,you nod. "Are you hungry?let's go downstairs" mingyu pull your hand guiding you to the kitchen.
Mingyu POV [downstairs] "You guys done studying?"jisung ask,suddenly haneul smile and nodding her head.did i'm the only one who know about her dark side? "You must be hungry,i've prepared the evening snacks for you in the kitchen"jisung said "really?!wah oppa you're the best!"haneul said and walk to the kitchen leaving me speechless.Suddenly jisung hyung grab me, "you're lucky you know,she never hug me ever since she was child..she never touch anyone but once you break her heart you would be invisible for her so take care of her or i'll break you"jisung hyung said giving me a his cold stare,was he there just now?so haneul doesn't know that his brother know about her mental health. "Haneul-a,i'm going out for a while okay!"jisung shout "okayy!" haneul reply,i walk to their kitchen seeing haneul eating happily make me smile. "Is it that good til your eating while smiling?"i ask sitting in front of her. "Mhm it's really good, try some"haneul said handing me a jar of brownies cookies,i take one and eat it "ouh it's really good"i said and take another one.she's pretending nothing happen just now even though there is just two of us here. "How can you be this happy now?"i ask and regret it after.haneul smile while take another cookie and said "isn't that what bipolar make you do"then shove the cookie into her mouth.I'm really speechless now. "It's near 6 now you should leave or your parents would become worry"haneul said,i just smile taking another cookie "i live alone my family is in anyang, i'm here to get a better education"i said "i'll wait until your brother come home"I continue.we're now watching movie at their living room,it was a comedy romance.the movie end just when jisung hyung got home,so i leave. 'I'm really2 feel comfortable with him,i even talk about the bipolar.I'm getting a little bit better now'