ECCEDENTIAST || KIM MINGYU

4 : Secret

Word count : 1211
Your POV
"Hahh..school.."i sigh as i woke up suddenly jisung open my door. "Wow what a miracle..Han Haneul wake up by herself today"he insulted me "ouh btw mingyu is downstairs,better don't make-" "what?!why is he's here?! It's 6:40AM now!"i shout "he want to walk with you,he said that you almost die when you get home by yourself" with that he left.i'm blank now,don't know what to do "han haneul hurry up!"jisung shout from downstairs making me flinch and run to my bathroom.i wear this today :

I run downstairs,he's not lying,mingyu is sitting on the couch with his eyes glued on his phone. "You're wearing skirt.."jisung said "am i not allowed to?"i ask in annoyed tone "no it just,it've been years since you wear it"jisung is right,for the last time i wear skirt is when i'm 15 before i met emily.i stop wearing it for some reasons only jisung know why. "I just felt like want to wear it"i smile,jisung hug me "i know you can fight it"he whisper then let me go. "You guys go first,i have to stop at my friend house"jisung said and push us towards the door. "Bye"i said and close the door.

Mingyu POV
What does he mean by she didn't wear skirt for years? Did something happen? "You're curious aren't you?"she ask "how did you know?"i ask her "your face is obvious"she laugh. "I'm afraid to wear skirt it started when I'm 14.jisung oppa have to attend a class president meeting on that day,so i have to go home by myself until i met a group of boys.they force me to go with them,in an easy form they pull me with them.they stop in an alley,and..and.."she can't continue "did they do something bad?"i ask,she shake her head making me sigh in relief. "Jisung save me just before they can force themselves into me"she said with a low voice,i hug her "start from today,i'll walk you home and walk you to school so that something like that would never happen to you"i said,she look up and smile "thanks.." she said.We walk to school and get into class,as usual it's boring.today first and sec subject is history and korean. Suddenly i just remember all the secret that haneul have told me,why she told me instead of her own brother?she have anxiety,bipolar and eating disorders.are they more? Please tell me all of it so you don't have to carry it all alone,haneul-a..i think that I'm starting to like you..

No one POV
it's lunch hour so you and mingyu go to the rooftop with you guys lunch. "Why do you want to eat here?"mingyu ask "so that we could get some fresh air"you answer.when you guys eating you suddenly tell "you know what?i've been wondering what would happen if i jump from here.. cause i really2 want to die at that time,the voices keep telling me lies made me thought that I don't deserve a life" "isn't that schizophrenia?"mingyu ask,you can literally see worried in his eyes,you nod. "But the schizophrenia doesn't last long,it gone now..it's funny when i got better after fighting against myself but I don't know either i won or lose"you continue. "You better don't think about it again, I would be very upset then..we're friends right?tell me all the things that bothering you,I don't care how much is it as long as it makes you feel better and I wouldn't lose you"mingyu said,makes you a bit surprise with his last words.you smile and reply "i will tell you all the things i think i should tell you when i'm ready to tell you about it so don't worry"you wink,you can see his face is lightly pinkish. "Ya don't do that,it seems weird"mingyu complain, you just laugh.

~Time Skip~

Finally school has end,ofc you walk home with mingyu he have an extra class right. "I think i want to eat ice cream, let's stop at the convenience store"you said pulling his hand into the convenience store. "Which one do you want?"mingyu ask, "i want the white almond"you said "emm,for me..chocolate almond"mingyu take them and pay for it. "Why you always pay for my foods?next time I'm buying it"you said and take a bite of your ice cream"Isn't that what a man do.manner makes man"mingyu reply and bite his ice cream.that's when you realize that he have a pair of fangs like a dracula. "I just realize that you have a fangs on the side"you said "it's attractive right?i look like a dracula,unique"he said make you scoff "if it's that attractive i would realize it at the first place when i met you mingyu-ssi"you insult him. "Fine haneul,you win"mingyu annoyed, you gigled 'gwiyeom,ya haneul-a you shouldn't think like that are you crazy?!'.

You two arrive at your home, "i'm home"you said but no response "ahh,jisung have extra class at school until 5"you said just remembered that today is Monday. "So that's mean there's just two of us here?" Mingyu ask 'what?wow his sentence really sound weird,stop it haneul you guys are FRIENDS' "yea.."you reply,you're blushing "let's go to my room should we?"you said making your way to your room leaving mingyu behind. "Did she just blush from what I said?"mingyu whisper and smile. You guys now are studying math ofc,you notice that you didn't get bored when you're teaching mingyu not like the students before. "Wow i have been 2 hours since we've been studying..time really fly fast"you said while arching your back. "Shouldn't your brother has come home?"he ask "he will be home anytime now,you can g-" "nah,i'll stay"he cut you making you speechless. "Do you want to eat something?"you ask "i kinda hungry tho"he reply,you gesture him to come with you.Downstairs,you take out a cake from the fridge,it is a cheese cake. "Wah you made that?" Mingyu ask,you nod "yesterday,i was bored"you reply and cut him a piece. "Mm it's good"he give a thumbs up "glad to hear that,i was worried that jisung is lying to me yesterday saying it was good..i am not that hungry yesterday so i haven't taste it"you said. "Here"he took a spoonful cake,you want to take the spoon but he refused "let me do it"you just play with it and open your mouth. "Uwa you're right,it's delicious"you both laugh."You're complimenting yourself again"he said. "I'm happy when i can be who am i with you cause you know my secret"you reply "you should tell me all of it so you can be fully yourself"he continue.
'Why is it feel so warm,i feel safe with him.."