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OUR PRECIOUS DREAMS 💭💌

When you finally get to live your dream, all the colors of the world are coming to your eyes and you can live the emotions at one hundred percent. That's the life I was living until now. The life is full of change, I was afraid of this change. But I have discover the meaning of the life because of this change. You have make me release it. I was just living fifteen percent of my life but I have meet you. You all. I don't want to change anything, I have no regret. 

I have release my dream. But I have so many other dreams. I have a little life in Tokyo. I don't wanted this to change. I have never really accept the change. But one day my mother told me that we will go live in Osaka. I will have to change my life, change my friends, school, change my habits... I was little bit angry, buy mostly sad. I love Tokyo and the life I have here. I have never ask for this change. But, it's the life right ? 

So I have go with my mother and I have arrived to Osaka. When I was moving out from Tokyo, I was so sad. Yes, sad just sad. I wanted go back to this life but I wasn't able to. Its like this we have to move on. So I have finally accept and arriving in Osaka I have made new friend, new habits. 

I have meet there, two man. One was the man I love. I have spend so many good time with him... I was so happy with him. He have teach me again that I can love people, and that the love can be beautiful. I was loving him from the bottom of my heart. He was always smiling and showing strong face but when he was with me, he was showing a cute face, the emotional one, the real one. Just when he was smiling, my heart was melting, when he was sleeping near me, he was the real person I was loving. 

 The second, I don't know what kind of love it was but... I was loving him. Not like the first man, but... He was a kind of support, I wasn't doing anything special, he was just talking to me normally but he have touch my heart. he was kind and have always determination in his work. Just looking at him was making me feel better. I don't think he was just a friend, he was still special to me. I am so thanks full to him for this. For all his little attention. 

So when I was having to go back in Tokyo. I know a part of my heart was broken. All is over now. But I am learn many things. So I regret nothing. No I regret nothing at all ! My dreams are not in Osaka, they are in Tokyo. They are not here. My futur is not here. I have finally release it. That's why I am sorry, you two. I cannot stay here. It's the end now. I wanna live for my dream, find in a little part of my heart, the courage to go on, and live the life I have always wanted. I have so many dreams again, but also so many questions. But I feel like the answers are not here in Osaka, so I have to go back and to find this answers by myself. I have to accept this change. 

I am going back. I have too. 

                                                                      For  체룬 and 장상순, you always be in my heart... 💫