I don't know when my life became a mess
I think it was when you left me on my own
haven't found a way to get out of the sadness
everything was better when I was alone
chorus I
sometimes I hate myself for hating you
I don't even know what to do
should I love you?
should I leave you?
oh, help, I must find a way to forget you
I've been so alone, I can't feel my heart
Oh, right, you broke it, it's broken
I can't avoid living in the dark
and I can't avoid no letting the ashes go
chorus II
I hate you for the stupid things you do
you come, turning everything blue
I don't know what I shall do
should I love you?
or should I leave you?
you made a hurricane inside of me
but now you're gone
I'm waiting for the rain to leave
I know we're done
chorus I & II
sometimes I hate myself for hating you
I don't even know what to do
should I love you?
should I leave you?
oh, help, I must find a way to forget you
I hate you for the stupid things you do
you come, turning everything blue
I don't know what I shall do
should I love you?
or should I leave you?
darling, I fell in love
every time I saw you
oh, should I love you?
should I leave you?
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Opinions:
I'm not dependent of love, or this dumb idea I thought love was.
I'm not the same from 2017 and gladly I learned that if people leave you, you can't go and kidnap them in your basement.
there's a little possibility that no fucking one wants to be with you. we, as human beings, have to know that that little possibility exists and keep on loving ourselves.
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