I was quietly crying in my room.I want to end it all.I have a small box with a big secret.I was only there when the Losers needed me.I was never invited to the quarry.Stan was always the only one there for me.I was better off dead.Would they miss me when I'm gone?Stan would always wipe my tears and hug me.This is not where I belong.
-Flashback-
"Hey Y/N,"Stan greeted me.I was upset and he could see it on my face."Are you alright?"He asked.I shook my head no and mumbled out that I didn't want to talk about it.He hugged me."Ay Stan.Are you coming to the quarry with us or what?"Richie asked him ignoring my presence as did the rest of the Losers."In a second,"He told them."Want to come with me Y/N?"He asked."She is so depressing though,"Richie groaned being hut by Bill."I'm good,"I told him and walked home.
-End of flashback-
That was today.I write one letter to Stan.All it said was thank you.Then I jumped
