Trigger warning: Attempt of suicide
(But don't worry it's quite wholesome)She was having a hard time that day and her family wasn't helping from all the orders. She wanted one thing, to be successful in the future. She tried different social media platforms but it didn't work, but there is one thing she considered doing, she wanted to do Youtube. She thought that Youtube would be a good platform and it pays good money, She tried to do a video and edited it for 3 hours but to when she was about to post it, the file was damaged and could not be played. However she did not give up, she made another video to post, she was so determined, but the clips were gone, It happened AGAIN, she was frustrated and tired, she wanted to go and rest and to not talk to anyone. But her peace didn't last long because of her family, they pushed and pushed until she had enough, She wanted to leave the this god forsaken place, she wanted to leave the pain,sadness,tiredness,and her misfortune. The only thing she thought that give her a feeling of freedom is by "suicide". She grabbed a flannel and then she tied the right sleeve on her neck, while the right sleeve on her doorknob, She heard a whisper "Don't do it" but she shrugged it off, she would sit, so the force of knot will stop her air circulation, for few seconds of sitting, she felt the tightness of the knot on her neck, she closed her eyes and convinced herself that it will only hurt for a few minutes. She smiled she thought her pain is gonna be gone "forever" but her mom knocked on the door calling her for dinner, sighing, she untied the knot and went down she sat down on table eating with her family but then her mother spoke up and said "I'm sorry for pushing you hun, we just want you to live you're best life" she smiled and realized that maybe suicide isn't the first option you want to take. And who whispered into her ear?...
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Teenage Problems
Non-FictionThis is a book where i share all of my fucked up moments as a teenager and shitty things my parents said to me. I have a G R E A T childhood