Your Little Secret (Harry Styles Fanfic)

78: Love like this.

His lips fitted perfectly with mine. All my feelings of hurt and pain have just flown away. Even though he still did it, I know he didn't mean too.

How could I have not believed him? He's my boyfriend. And after what happened the last time I should have trusted him when he said it's me he wanted.

I begin to pull away, still breathless from the run up here.

"Mollie wh-"

"I'm so sorry," I butt in. "Harry I'm so so sorry."

"What made you change yo-"

"I was so stupid!" I hold his arm, flustering through my words. "I should have believed you, I mean of course you were telling the truth. I know how much you care for me, I know you love me and I-"

"Mollie!" He covers my mouth with his hand, just like he did when we first met. "You don't have to be sorry," he pulls it away. "I would have been confused too if it was me. Someone in each ear telling me different things."

He holds my lower back, pulling me closer and intently staring into my eyes.

"I'm the one that's sorry."

"No, I should be!" I quickly answer. "I can't imagine how you felt to have someone not believe you when you're telling the truth. I was so wrong. I mean, I was considering leaving you...and y-you were telling the truth the whole time."

He pauses for a second. "l was terrified," he admits. "...terrified that I was going to lose you." I take in a breath, absorbing his words.

"You won't lose me Harry. I'm yours remember?" I smile, watching a smile finally grow on his face. "Always."

I can't believe how wrong I was. How cruel I was not to believe him. He told me, he, didn't like Amelia, and I still, believed her over him.

"I thought I had ruined everything." He says, clasping my back.

I stay silent, knowing he wanted to say more.

"You couldn't even look at me." He weakens. "Or wear my top."

"Harry, I-"

"No" He shakes his head. "That's when I knew how hurt you were. You told me that you trusted me and then Tuesday happened and we shared the most perfect night together. Then I just had to mess it up by kissing that idiot."

"It's done now Harry. It was a mistake."

"But l still did it Mollie. I still let her."

Sorrow takes over his eyes. I can see how much this whole thing is bothering him. I know he did wrong, but it wasn't all his fault.

"Harry, you've still got me. I'm still here."

He swallows, looking at me intently.

"And I'm not going anywhere."

He sighs.

"I promise it won't happen again Mollie. I swear. I never want to see you so hurt again, I never want to feel so alone or-"

"Harry," I interrupt his rambling state, wrapping my arms around his warm body. " It's okay."

He cuddles me back, taking in a deep breath.

"I love you Mollie. And I'm sorry."

"I love you too Harry."