Will I Come (os)

because you owe me a breakdown that would not include

a slightly masochistic chuckle escaped his throat as he remembered the nights he spent crying over her and how good the feeling of his throat clenching as the tears spilled felt because he was hurting so badly. on a pleasure seeking whim, he dug his thumbnail into the tiny cut over his radial artery, losing himself in bliss while azure rambled shit about them needing to just-work-through-this-because-they-were-'meant-to-be'-and-he-needed-to-try-harder-because-she-was-giving-this-her-all-and-
his head snapped up from his arm at the yell of his name, and once again he's lost as she bitches about him not paying any attention to her-
to which he curtly suggested that she should leave, he wasn't getting into this again; leaving her in utter shock.