you.

Secret

This is risky

This is bad

This is not a good idea.

I wish we could tell everyone about us
I wish I didn't have to hide my
I love you's
I wish that we can be open
Be free
From the
Hate
From the
Questions
Are you sure this isn't a phase?
Like I'm an emo kid in the 8th grade.

I'm sorry that your mom takes your phone
I'm sorry if you worry that she might find out
I'm sorry if you're parents start to wonder why I'm always over.

STOP LOVING ME.

All I am is a risk
A risk you don't need to take
A risk you'd be safer without.

But I guess you're a risk-taker

Doing things that could end badly
So that you feel something.

I wish we could go back to being just friends
Now it's awkward
Not telling you things I normally would.

There are 3 things keeping me together right now

You
Criminal Minds
Arizona Raspberry Iced Tea.

I'm going insane
And I need to talk to you
But I can't
Because I can't let the words out

It's like if the words are out in the open ready to be talked about
Instead of locked I'm my head

Then maybe I'll be alright

But I don't think I will be for much longer.

Goodnight, I Love You.