Mi Sanador

Uno!

He always look the busy lives of people from his small but elegant balcony at night. This night he was not came to look he came to throw his dream from it. He was holding his dream with one hand and other one was placed on the iron railing. The eyes were teary his hands were shaking he closed his eyes and let his tears feel the coldness due to wind. He did not wanted to to see himself throwing his dream away. He raised his hands but someone stopped him. He opened his eyes and looked at the other hand. He looked at his eyes and throw himself in man's arms. A secure warmth engulfed him and he closed his eyes letting his heart bleed. 

"It's okay Taehyung ah, Look I am here it's alright" Man rubbed his back and put his chin on Taehyung's head. He looked at the city lights that were lightning the dark night. 

"Yoongi hy-ung" Taehyung's voice broke "I don't wanna throw it away--" Min Yoongi the first friend Taehyung made when he was 15 years old. He looked at his long time friend and kissed his forehead.

"Then don't do it Taetae" Yoongi smiled at him and Taehyung's tears fell. 

"I sent them everything which I had, They said--that I should click more but--" Yoongi knew he has to hug him again but this time more harder so he did. 

"I known I known" Yoongi can't help but let his tears falls too.

When Taehyung was 11 years old his mother gifted him a polaroid, When she found all those pictures which Taehyung took in her phone. From that day he started to take many pictures after school. When he was 12 years old he got the camera and this saga continued his mother always gifted him with cameras. When he was 18 years old his mother gifted him his last gift from her. They both did not knew it will be last. One day he was helping his mom with her grocery shopping. He have his camera in one hand since he believes 'you can never known where you will find inspiration, They were walking with happy faces but some little boys were coming on their skates and one of them bumped into Taehyung his camera rolled down to road but Taehyung was too busy to help the little boy to get up, His mom went to get the camera she got it she smiled at it but it faded when suddenly she felt pain all over her body and saw Taehyung's widened eyes, She tried to keep her eyes open but it all went black when a truck passed over her. Taehyung stopped breathing a car just hit his mother and then a truck passed over her body. His bags dropped he fell on his knees he looked at his mother's body but his eyes fell on his mother's hands she was holding a camera securely it was fine. From that day Taehyung's fears street and roads he stopped going outside whenever he did he felt his heart wanting to jump out of his chest it's like his heart don't want him anymore. His breathing stuck and his chest hurts. 

Taehyung's feels darkness will never let him go he stopped doing photography he stopped living his dream he stopped everything he loves to do. He completely shut everything out he put all his cameras inside his almirah's corner he promised to himself he will never take pictures because he always accused himself for his mother death and his dream was the one killed her if it was not his camera she would have alive but he knows deep in his heart it was not his fault but it was deep so he could not grasp it. His only friend Min Yoongi feared to let him leave alone he moved in with him. From that day he started to take care of Taehyung. It was only two of them until Yoongi found a friend in his university from different major 'Jeon Jungkook' He was majoring in graphic designing. Later, He started to bring Jungkook in their home cause he wanted Taehyung to befriend someone like Jeon Jungkook who can bring smiles on faces with his bunny teeth and a ability of listening to people's worry and comfort them, Even if Yoongi was  Majoring in psychology he also needed someone to listen to him.  Taehyung did not let Jungkook enter in his heart but Jungkook was patience but eventually they became good friends. Jungkook introduced his step brother 'Kim Namjoon' to them, Taehyung listened to Namjoon and started to develops a desire to be his friend and they became one. Just like it, Park Jimin boyfriend of Jeon Jungkook entered in life of Taehyung and they clicked fast. 'Jung Hoseok also came in frame he runs a famous food pantry inherited from his father. He was incharge of delivering groceries at their home. Yoongi made good friend with him when he came once to their door to deliver he was not delivery man he just wanted to fresh his mind by going outside instead of giving everyone orders, But he never knew he will make friend with Min Yoongi. From that day he was the one who delivers the groceries. With his heart smile he won the place in heart of Taehyung.

If you all are thinking they became his friends in 2 or 3 days then you are wrong it took them months and weeks to become his friend. Now Taehyung needs them in his life. He and Yoongi don't known when they became this close but Taehyung knew only one thing that they gave him the warmth and love but still his heart was lacking something.

He started to work from home to earn living he did not wanted to be a burden on Yoongi. It took them 2 years to start anything or do anything. He found a website where they take pictures by people he did not wanted to contact to them since he knew he won't do photography anymore but he have many pictures in his laptop, Phone and polaroids which he stopped seeing a years ago or else he used to look at them every night when he was living his dream. He everyday repeat to himself that he won't send he won't send but he opened his laptop and contacted them after one whole month of arguing with himself and then he sent them some. They liked it. Taehyung smiled but he closed his laptop screen and cursed himself. 

"Are you fucking mad Taehyung? Because of photography your mother died you are a monster" His anxiety built up he started to shake but luckily Yoongi was there to hold him. 

After whole month Yoongi finally persuaded Taehyung to send them.

"Your mother must want the same Taehyung ahh sent them"

Taehyung repeated these words and sent them again, They welcomed him saying "We thought we lost the gem" Taehyung smiled and started to send them every week, He sent them everything and when he sent them last pictures he cried his heart out and said he quit photography, when they asked him to click more they did not forced him they just did not wanted to loose someone like him. He cut all the connection with them.

Taehyung must be smiling, Laughing and breathing but he was dead inside and his friends knew it. Yoongi never believed in god but he wanted some magic to happen. One day Taehyung will wake up and he will go outside to see the streets again and will take many pictures and will make Yoongi his model again. He cried thinking about this miracle cause he lost all the hopes that Taehyung will ever go outside and live his dream again.