Mi Sanador

Dieciocho!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Taehyung wanted to be like a normal human being he wanted to go outside and practice his passion wholeheartedly again he wanted to take Seokjin on the dates. He wanted to go out for picnics for his precious friends again. He wanted to visit the art museum again. No! He needed to do all these. He needed to be normal again...he was not normal, right? He was a mess and he will forever be a mess if he doesn't fight again. No matter how many times his friends and boyfriend will they will him he is totally fine and he won't believe them. He was not fine. That's why he took this step of healing and getting fine.

"Stop overthinking Taehyungie! You are wrong if you are only bringing yourself down" Seokjin sighed, Taehyung looked up at him. Right, he was sitting with his boyfriend and his friends in the living room. 

"Taehyungie we are here to pro-

"To fix me" Taehyung looked down with a little smile

"What are you saying hyung?" Jungkook got up angrily 

"Ju-

"No! What do you think you are saying?" Jungkook clenched his jaws. Namjoon tried to pull him down

"Jungkook calm do-

"No, if we keep calming down he will never understand! What do you mean by fixing yourself? What the fuck is even wrong with you? There is nothing to fix you. You are totally normal. We just want to help you in healing and you keep thinking something is wrong with you. I can't take this anymore. Why can't you just understand you are an amazing hyung to me. I look up to you. You made me your friend and to this day I am so thankful to you. You gave me happiness and I want to do the same for you. Why you keep saying that when you are totally fine. Yo-

Jungkook choked on his tears, Taehyung hugged him. At this point everyone's eyes were teary. Seokjin smiled while crying hard. 

"Taehyung you need to understand we all are here by your side and there is nothing wrong with you. You are our precious Tiger and we just want to see you happy!" Namjoon rubbed Taehyung's and Jungkook's backs.

"Yes that's right baby" Seokjin joined in

Taehyung looked at everyone and broke into more tears. He hugged them one by one. 

He was thankful he got people like them.

"I think we should try to get outside the door first. It will be the first step of everything" Namjoon suggested

"I agree we should take little steps right Taehyungie?" Hoseok asked looking at Taehyung who had a little smile

"Yes" He softly said, he looked at his and Seokjin's interlocked hand. It was calming him down

"When you want to start Taetae?" Yoongi asked

"Uhm-

"You can take as much as the time you want" Jimin smiled

"Yes, you don't need to rush Love" Seokjin softly said and caressed his hands

"N-Now" Taehyung gulped, Everyone snapped their heads at him

"What!?"

"Today like rig-ht now?"

"But-

"I want to f- no I want to heal myself" Taehyung corrected himself. God, they are so proud of him

"But are you sure?" Seokjin looked at him sweetly

"Never been this sure before" Taehyung reassured 

"Let's start then" 

Taehyung was nervous but he will do it no matter what. He will heal. He will take them to picnics and will take loads of pictures of them. He will take pictures of nature and all the beautiful things that are waiting for him patiently to take pictures. He will do it. He has his precious people beside him he can do it and he will.

"Okay, I am going to open the door now okay baby?" Seokjin asked, Taehyung looked behind he had their backs they were looking at him. Yes, he got them.

Seokjin slowly opened the door. Taehyung's breath got heavy when he saw the sunlight. It's not like he never opened the door by himself but this time it was different. He felt like he will collapse but not until a hand interlocked with him. He looked at Seokjin who was looking at him with a proud smile

"We will only take steps when you are ready" 

He could feel all the proud eyes boring inside him from the back. He will take a step at least. 

He slowly took baby steps, Seokjin was beside him taking steps with him. He can do it

They finally landed at the end of the stairs, he looked above the sunlight was falling onto his fans. He felt dizzy. His mom, that vehicle, that road, that camera, the groceries bags he is feeling like he will fall. He suddenly felt darkness surrounding him. He could hear his name being called.

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Omg, it's been so long since I wrote. I am sorry for updating so late. My exams are going on I don't get much time to update but thank you so much for being patient with me. I love you all so much and I missed you. I don't know when I can update again but I will try my best. Thank you again for reading.

I AM SO PROUD OF MY BABY!!!!