😍Love Within Hate😡

Guilt😐

"Mujhe kuch kehna h!"

"Haan bolo"

The serenity when her small palms touch my countenance is unbelievable. It's a feeling. I cannot put into words. Her brownies are sinking into my blacks. She rubs her thumb pad against my underside lip.

"Mujhe pata hai tum apne papa ki akhri khwaish puri kar rahe ho, Lawyer ban rahe ho! Mujhe samjh bhi aagaya h ki woh tumhare liye kitna important hai, what that means and hold in Ur life."

Although, he don't appreciate the unexpected conversation pertained to his maa. He still proceed listen to her words, Hoping she would discontinue the topic soon. There is no guarantee on the change of his mood.

I might burst on her if I lose my shit and honestly that is something I don't wish to do right now. We have already fought twice yesterday that was our first day being as a couple. Fighting on the second day will not be healthy for our hate rooted relationship.

"Main chahti hu ki.. ki tum apna sapna pura karo.. The dream of becoming world's greatest singing sensation.. The biggest rockstar!! I want U to fulfill your longing dream too!!"

After giving attention to what she said, he got off her only to look away. She doesn't realize, How easy is for her to say that but how goddamn complicated is for him to deal with that. He clench his fists hard untill his knuckles must be white.

I don't know how to react. The only thing my mind is doing is replaying my fucking past like a million times ago.

She comes infront of him,"Sameer" then has his face in her small hands. "Meri baat suno plzz.."

"Can't, end it?

"Let me elaborate my point"

"Please, Naina!!" He shouts. Although she twitches due to the fear of his sudden elevation anger, but she was not leaving him.

"End the topic here itself! Chali jao yaha se naina isse pehle ki main tumhe hurt karu! Run before I say something for which I'll hate myself later on. Run away from me, Naina!"

"Bas, Ek baar sun lo" She pleas caressing his face by her butter smooth fingers.

"Sameer... Mera intension tumhare emotions ko hurt karne ka bilkul bhi nhi h.. Main bas chahti hu ki tum apni zindagi khul ke jio.. Let ur talent get what it is entitled to earn. U deserve the best sameer..Jaise ki ab tumhare papa mere papa hai toh unki last wish puri karna mera bhi farz hai! Agar woh yaha.."

"Bas! Ab main ek lafz aur nhi sun sakta! Plzz cut off the crap, Naina"

Inspite of getting another warning she chooses to resume. "Main samjhti hu.. Main samjh.."

"Nhiiii!! Tum nhi samjhti, Naina!!!" He yelled on her face, grasping her fragile shoulders, "I said to end the goddamn topic, didn't I??"

She gasps in his tight clasp. Fear is apparently etched on her countenance. Unfortunately, that doesn't bothered him. Not even a little bit. Right now, he really doesn't care what happens to her. She has a choice to run away but she choose this.

"Tum apne aap ko samjhti kya ho huh?? Why don't U mind Ur own damn business?? I don't need Ur fucking guidence or advice. I clearly know what Am doing and what I need to do!!"

"Apne chotose dimag me is baat ko bitha lo, Tumhe koi haaq nhi hai mere papa ke matter me bolne ka. Maine tumhe woh haaq nhi diya. Koi haaq nhi diya ki tum mere family matters me bolo. Tum apne kaam se kaam karo!! U just can never understand my feelings naina. Never!!"