Wow! Finally an update from yours truly!
Sorry I haven't updated in a long time, so without further a do, onto the update!
So, I have found out a lot of things recently in these past months... First, one of my parents was a Diamond ( like from Steven Universe up to Steven Universe Future) and I am actually a hybrid of a gem and a fairy, so that's one thing.( Still unsure as to if I still have some vampire, more than likely not at this point) and I found out a few weeks ago I will crowned ruler of my kingdom when I turn 21, which is in two days...
And apparently when someone takes over the throne in my kingdom, your powers are awakened or they become stronger. ( mine being the first one)
Also, me and my sister have found out the possible date for us going home ( She might have the exact date, I don't remember... It's in August, that's all I know.) and I am really excited for that!
It's the day me and her reunite with each other and our family! I don't know about you, sis, but I'm hella excited.
Also, I have been experiencing what seems like some reality shifting, like my vision "flashes" white spots with some blue, purple and silver specs, sometimes with tiny shining orbs, things like my phone are glitching and not working properly or when I type something, some words are missing or misspelled, which is VERY annoying... I have also been feeling like my body is vibrating like I have built up energy waiting to be used and sometimes before something happens, my ears ring, loudness and side showing if it's good or bad ( left, loudly, more than likely bad, loudness determines how bad and right, loudness depending, it's varying between good to extremely awesome), so it's kinda like my future vision, but I don't see it actually happen. I just sense it.
Also, I finally finished that meditation to see what my form looks like (both regular and fairy) and it looks amazing!
So, yeah... Also, some family back on our home world are trying to get some teleportation devices to work but so far, no luck... They got them to work a tiny bit but not enough...
Well, I think that's everything... Though there might be an update to this entry or another is done tomorrow...
Actually, let me put this out in the air and open for those reading this right now cause I have been noticing it a lot, on here and my other medias....If I don't answer right away to any chats or comments, please understand that I have moderate - severe depression and very bad Bipolar disorder and not think or assume that i don't like you or want to part-take in conversation... This month is especially the toughest as its a death anniversary of my sister, my birthday and Pride Month all at once and it can take a very mentally taxing toll on me, emotionally and physically to the point of not wanting to get out of bed and a lot of sleepless, but mental and crying break downs. So please have a little bit of human decency and empathy... Mental illness isn't a joke. Also, to those commenting on things I have commented on in the past years or posted, if you don't have anything nice to say to me or those involved, please leave the book of mine or whatever content I commented on and not add gasoline to a fire that has long been put out and no longer burning... I was a stupid 16-17 year old and don't need to be scolded or bullied for those past comments and its pointless, as all you're doing is making yourself look immature and a person looking to replace those causing those issues previously and starting an argument, which is not going to end in your favor if you start it with me especially.
Well, now that's out of the way, see you guys later and stay safe!
